yes, the sun has finally made an appearance in boston. it came out late yesterday and jess and i were so shocked i think we melted a little. it came back out AGAIN this morning and my mood has improved already. it is, however, going to rain again on and off from now until like mid next week, but at least the sun will make a few guest appearences in ( Read more... )

first of all, it really really really needs to stop raining. i realize this is a pointless plea because we already know it's going to rain for like another week. it's really so ridiculous. and my mood is officially starting to be really affected by the crap weather. also there is massive flooding everywhere and it's very scary. mostly because ( Read more... )

i just finished the book i've been trying to get through all school year, except silly things like school work kept getting in the way. anyway, the book ends with the main character discovering that her husband has been having an affair for a year and his leaving her for another woman. even though she knows she doesn't really love her husband, she ( Read more... )

i have a problem. that whole plan of mine where i was just going to erase him from my life....not working. it worked really well at first, but now i find him seeping into my thoughts all the time and making me upset for no reason. i dont want him back. i know that. i don't even really miss him. i just get a sick feeling in my stomach when i think ( Read more... )

holy crap. i'm sitting here at work realizing the school year is really, seriously over. it's extremely weird to have it just all of a sudden be summer, when i'm not moving home or really making any big changes from how things have been all year. i was watching people move their shit out of the lb yesterday thinking, "man i'm glad i don't have to ( Read more... )

such a good weekend. friday night was 2 bottles of cheap champagne + jessica rezendes + dion's windsor friends. drunken arguing about a post modern pink zip-up hoodie with dead cartoon animals on it, and about how connecticut, like rhode island, is a bitch state that just assumes the identity of other states' sports teams, accents, etc. jess and i ( Read more... )

so my head is killing me today. nice shooting pain that starts between my shoulder blades and shoots up through the back of my neck and into my temples. i'm pretty sure a slept funny, or was doing head stands in my sleep. anyway, it probably would have helped if i hadn't gone to bed at 3:30 am. entirely my fault, as i should have kicked dion out ( Read more... )

ive barely entered the third hour of work and i've already resorted to updating lj to amuse myself. it's painfully slow today. also, i have to leave my job at a bank to go to another bank to get a temp atm card. because i'm a moron. and left mine in an atm. shouldnt there be some kind of universal rule that bankers help other bankers out and make ( Read more... )

i cant believe the last time i did this it was about the breakup. gross. i'm so over it. not really, but i'm pretty damn close. the warm weather helps. and my amazing friends. a. maz.ing friends. and being 21 and able to go out dancing ( Read more... )

so here it is, the dreaded entry about the breakup. i still can't even believe it happened. well, i guess after a week and a half i can now. after months of letting me believe everything was fine, great actually, he calls me one night and tells me he doesn't see a future and that he'll never love me as much as i love him. probably the two sentences ( Read more... )