i am beginning to understand curiosity that could drive someone to stalk.... I want to know who she is, what she does, is she prettier than me, is she smarter than me, why he thinks she will make a good replacement. but i know none of this will make me feel better because what if the answers are yes yes and yes? than what woudl i do?

i feel like for someone with so little going for them i sure know how to fuck things up good. i need a vacation from my life. and it's not looking good

I am so fucking tired of all this shit shit shit, to do, to deal with, to not even try and drink away because it's just going to be there in the morning anyways. i have more or less given up sleeping, there isn't much point. it doesn't fix my problms anymore, they find me in my dreams. and i can't do anything to make it stop hurting but wait, wait ( Read more... )

what do you think? can men and women or people who could in theory be sexually attracted to one another just be friends?

i got a job at the origional pancake house in kirkland! wohoo, i seriously applied at least 15 places i do believe. my advice to you alison is apply everywhere that has a sign. target is hiring, and eddy baur, and blockbusters, that might be fun, umm ya and lots of other places. good luck!

i am so fucking stressed!

so i guess i wont be working for group health this summer, so now i need a back up plan... any suggestions?

so since i told alison i would write, and i need to talk to her i will combine the two, in the ulimate, not classy move.... sooo alison, what about joing a group of 3 girls and going in on a house? i have no idea if they would be interested, but i know the one girl and she is very nice. it occured to me that you are probably going to be gone a lot ( Read more... )

my browser firefox seems to have an issue with me posting anything, it shuts down in fact. but i thought it was time so i went through internet explorer. where there is a will therre is a way. i have a large beastly project due in a week, so if i am invisible you may know why, or it might just be the truth of the matter. i was walking around today ( Read more... )

to contrast and help focus on the art of alison's poem i give you another ( Read more... )