mixed emotions. which is hard. its like being pulled in so many differnt directions. i dono which way is right for me--or which was i'd be happier. i cant even talk to someone about this cuase no matter who it is they dont know the of whole story and ive been misleading them. im sick of hiding. im sick of lying. but if i come clean i may lose both ( Read more... )

how could i actually be so stupid and think you cared? god im so mad i cant even think straight. fuck you for playin with my head. fuck you for making me dependent on you. and to make it worse i dont even have anyone. fuck all of you who pretended to be my friends. fuck all the times we had. trash the whole damn thing for all i care now. fyi: since ( Read more... )

find me here ( Read more... )

I'm never shy but this is different ( Read more... )

if you just want to be my friend ( Read more... )

i dont remember ever crying so hard over fucking basketball

that makes me sick

fuck you. and your stupid ways.

Look at me-im so pathetic ( Read more... )

i hate whne you make me feel this way. i feel like im being over looked for somehting better. or forgotten. or pushed aside. pretty much 2nd rate. and it sucks. life sucks ( Read more... )

Thankyou to my bestest friends for a nice weekend. it was great seeing you STacey Patti and Natalie i love you all ( Read more... )

i miss you so much. doesnt matter how much i say it. youll never understand.

game tongiht. won by 22.
**Thankyou Joe for the sign! and yes it did make the news :)

nothing else