Every time I sit down to update this thing...it never happens.

I've been quite busy the past few weeks.  Mostly with work, right now I've averaging about 30+ hours a week.  It's definitely not full-time but being scheduled that in 5 days is such a pain in the ass & time consuming.  It doesn't leave much time for internet time.  Although, I have ( Read more... )

I really feel like my relationship with Jack is at an all-time low.  A huge part of me wants to call him to maybe fix things, but a bigger part of me feels like it isn't my responsibility to make this right.  I feel so disappointed in him for allowing it to get to this.  I don't know, maybe it's partly my fault too.  It just makes me so sad.

Christmas was hectic.  Some family were being real bitchass' about the food. So beyond glad that it's over.

New Year's was a blast.  It was laid back and kind of lame.  Nearly perfect.  I was able to spend quite a few days with my little heart. <3 ( Read more... )

FUCK.

I just feel like screaming.

Today is a day when I wish I wasn't me.

so I'm doing the opening shift @ starbucks all week long.  m-th, at least.  tomorrow & thursday I don't have to be until 5:00am which is kind of like sleeping in.  sad, I know.  buuuut it's all for the greater good of spending a couple of days in Cleveland, OH this weekend with my SB.  I'm excited because the whole trip is basically paid for ( ( Read more... )

I recently decided that it may be time to revive my livejournal experience. I know I needed a fresh name and I needed to shed myself from addicted2stars  mostly because of how depressing it became in that last year or so.

of course, I have a new layout and a new icon. annnnd, I definitely laugh a lot more these days! =D