So..... My life wow how it has changed recently. It looks like next semester i may be doing the disney internship in florida.... WOW spending 5 months in the most magical place on earth... why am i not more excited about this... well i dont like being away from my family, and i dont like not seeing Tom... but i dont see him now so i guess it not ( Read more... )

So after a week or so of having really bad days... Tom and I got back together! I think things are going to be alot better because i really care about him a ton and love being with him! Well my parents dont know yet but i think i am going to tell them today! Recruitment starts tomorrow! it should be really exciting, i can't wait to get all our new ( Read more... )

Well these past few days have been insane. I think that maybe i have slept for make 5 hr in 3 days it kind suck because right now i am at work and all i want to do is crawl into bed. Well the weekend sucked! the share that with you and this week is not going to well eather. Tom and I are kind on the outs right now like the major outs. but who know ( Read more... )

SO i have to read Walt Whitman for my english class. and oh man is he strange, he can write 7 pages about nothing. Its pretty sad, I am at my last 20 min of work right now and not gonna lie its pretty boring. Then I am off to lunch with Kristen and Naddies. Then my stupid english class where the guy talks like Ben Stein, but with more mubbling, and ( Read more... )

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So now that i am back at school and i work at 2 am in the morning i have time to write in this silly thing. I really want to see Elise in her play but because i have to much going on I will not be able to. Other then that life is good. Tom is on the road again and that makes me sad but happy. My roommates are cool and i love being back at school. ( Read more... )

Why... is it that when i really need someone my boyfriends is not asking like a boyfriend. why is it when i need my mom she is not there. Why is it that i have spent that last 18 years of my life trying to make other people happy and why in Gods name should the 19th be any different. I want to get out, i want a break a break from life a place and ( Read more... )

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Oh my god we have so much snow up here! I had both of my morning classes cancelled it was nice but it just gives me time to get someother shit done like i need to go to the store and get somethings but my car is STUCK IN THE SNOW in the front of my dorm. so i really can't go anywhere. And i have to trugg through the snow to get to class at 3 and ( Read more... )

I have never had such pain in my ear before! i have a double ear infection it sucks i had so much going on today i did not have time to get sick i went to all of my classes xcept art which is Ok. because i have a fever and i needed to lay down or i would be really sick! but who knows any ways i am doing ok... NOt as bad as last week but i am doing ( Read more... )