she wants to fall in love again / he is statisfied to hold her

[sassyasstronaut]

I dont know why I feel the need to use this thing. Ever since i realized that recording the things i did or how i felt could be extremly exposing i quit using my little diary. Maybe I just need to get it out. what is it?? who knows

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[demurred_apathy]

as for the jealousy: jaina needs to stand up for herself. Don't you want experiences? I guess I believe that if you have a bad experience you learn from it and become a better and more aware person because of it. Yeah maybe she has love but it is a love at sort of a high cost. Andy is irrational and I dislike that. He drinks. He gets mad at Jaina because I ate the ice cream...if that isn't irrational then i don't know what it. Yeah maybe I'm a whiner but i'm losing a sister to someone I don't think deserves her. He is never home. She waits on him hand and foot. He even handed me his cup last night to put it away. When i found out that he got mad at her because i ate the ice cream I told her she needs to stand up for herself...she told me to get out of her house. I don't know that she will ever stand up for herself and i wish she would because i care so much about her. Maybe we don't get alone but i fucking love that girl and i don't want her to be supressed.