So I decided that I want to make a new livejournal.  Considering I've had this one for...god, like 8 years, I think it's time to start fresh with something else.  It's a transition into my adult life and I really am ready to let all my teenaged years fall away into an archive.  Or something.  I'm just over my past and ready to start fresh with ( Read more... )

In 2009 ( Read more... )

I am still in love.  I still say it is the greatest thing in the world.  I wish he loved me back and that he wanted this, but since I don't know, I can just love him for his stubborn fucked up self.  I hope he sees this.  I LOVE DEREK HAMITON!  I don't care if it's pathetic or sad or whatever.  I love this man and I want him to love me back. 

I'm admitting this because I hope with admitting I can let go and move on.  But I seriously doubt that will be the end result.  I'll probably just feel worse and go to bed crying, or just wishing I would because the pain is too much to bear when I expose my soul.  But I'm tired of feeling like this.  I just want a solution or something to happen so ( Read more... )

I've been getting noticed again that I have a vagina by the opposite sex, and there's just so many more things that are turn offs nowadays with me.  But there are still the same turn ons too.  I figured I'd list these two so you can have a good laugh ( Read more... )

 I need to be strong.  So I believe.  I believe that my life will progress in a positive way and I will accomplish what I have set out to do.  Get into a school, graduate, get a decent job doing something I enjoy.  Somehow.  Schoolwise and all that, this is what I want to acheive.  I want to get to that point so I can afford to do the things I want ( Read more... )

Your Body Language
1. What do you do when you're nervous?: Start freaking out.  Not really.  I get jittery and I "chomp at the bit" if you will.  And I talk really fast.
2What do you do when you're frustrated?: Yell and throw things.
3.If you're biting your lip, what does that usually mean about your mood?: I'm attempting to be saucy and seductive in ( Read more... )

( my xmas stocking )

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In what alternate dimension would Pamela be most comfortable?

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