by tomorrow afternoon all this work will be out of my hands and i will be ridiculously relieved. i will also begin getting my life in order at that time. i'm going to start by cleaning up my room, and we'll see where things go from there ( Read more... )

i'm not very happy right now. i could really use a hug or something. i can't even explain exactly what's wrong...i'm sad and disappointed and frustrated for several different reasons. i would like to run home for a couple days or weeks or however long it takes and just curl up in my bed with my compy cozy until i feel better and stronger. but that' ( Read more... )

i had too much time to think over fall break. i could have been using that time to do work, but that's not really my style. anyway, i realized that i have a lot of pent up anger, saved up from the past couple years, and i don't really know how to get it out. i didn't deal with things when they were happening because i didn't realize that i should ( Read more... )

SADDEST LAP DANCE EVER


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last night could not have been better. i woke up to find my hair and my bed covered in a sticky white substance (cupcake frosting!). the living room is in much worse condition, however, so i'm not complaining. i love all of my friends. a lot.

happy birthday eric weiss!

i got really stressed out during spanish class this afternoon (which is pretty normal), so i got in my car right afterwards and drove to the westgate mall so i could pet the big golden retriever in the pet store. but he wasn't there. i did, however, get to see a whole lot of kittens. and a chinchilla (i think). then i wandered over to the art store ( Read more... )

sometimes little things can make me feel really good. giddy, almost. i guess i'm just easy to please. i don't think that's anything to be ashamed of, though. i've been feeling really good lately...very optimistic about pretty much everything in my life...it's a pretty amazing feeling. i've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and i've come to the ( Read more... )

i had an awesome weekend. here are some pictures, mostly for karen's enjoyment:


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i'm very grateful right now that none of my co-workers are the horribly blunt type. i mean, the type of people that will tell you, with very little tact, that you look like hell if you indeed do look like hell. i keep thinking of some movie with sandra bullock in it (i can't remember the name of it). throughout the movie her mother and other ( Read more... )

i have to drop one of my spanish classes this semester, because it turns out i already took a very similar class this summer. however, there are no other spanish classes available for me to replace it with. so i guess my options are ( Read more... )