I think it's finally sinking in. I don't feel so angry or sad all the time any more. I still am sad and hurt that such a tragity happened, but it's not constant like it was for the past few days. I had a nice long talk with a friend of mine yesterday and it really allowed me to get all my feelings out there. Him, my friends, and my family have ( Read more... )

I don't know. I feel like I'm a lot more messed up about all this than anyone can really see. I smile, I laugh, but it never really touches my eyes or heart. I try and escape from all this by drinking and stuff, but it will never go away no matter how much I try and drown it. And I know there are people who knew him so much better than me, and I ( Read more... )

While walking back from Lab today I saw a sign outside the campus center asking to donate blood today. I took it as a sign, so I went in to donate blood. My iron was high enough FINALLY! I haven't been able to donate blood in years because I was anemic. But I donated blood and then they had a sign up to be a bone marrow donor ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning to my sister calling my phone at 7:30 am. She said she really needed to talk to me and I was a little agrivated. I go out of my room and walk down the hallway a little and was met by Jill who then proceeded to tell me that Sean Whalen had died ( Read more... )

Last weekend was fun. On Friday I saw Kim at Walmart and she invited me over when she got home from work so I went over. She's been growing veggies and she gave me some seedlings :). Then we went out to walmart, got some ice cream and some magic cards and stuff. We came back to her house and Matt and Rob were building Matt's computer. Kim and I ( Read more... )

Ok, so I got an email from the study abroad and they had the people who were going ( Read more... )

So I haven't heard anything about the trip to Japan so I decided to email the director of study abroad. I got an email back saying that depending on when I put in my application they might not have heard back from Residence life about by judicial history or I would have heard something by now ( Read more... )

Work has really been piling up on me this semester and I think it's killing me, and when I have something else I'm interested in doing, I'm not so great at managing my time well. >_< oh well I'll live through this I think haha ( Read more... )

Happy Valentines Day eveyone! <3

I'M FUCKING GOING TO JAPAN!!! I got accepted for a loan from financial aid (Still not sure if I'm going to accept it or not, depends on a few things). And I just got an email from study abroad ( Read more... )