I am so nervous and scared i feel like im 16 again... Brookin called me and im waiting for him to call me back and for some reason im nervous to see him.... anyways its been an hour since i talked to him so he needs to hurry up and call me back.. cuz im not waiting around all nite.. im not going to get his ass at 130 cuz i gotta work in the morning ( Read more... )

I hate mondays with a passion... and I had to work.. i havent had to work on a monday in a while... so of course today something Bad would have to happen... Well First off its Kevins Bday.. hes finally 20 yay!!! lol.. anyways work was ok.. then I left work and went to that place to get some money and there like u need a bank statement to do it ( Read more... )

I am extremely irritable right now... I just wish everyone would leave me alone... Drew is driving me up the wall... My cat is even bothering me.. I dunno my hormones are all out of wack i guess thats why i havent started yet.. ohwell.. anyhow.. i havent talked to anyone today and i really dont want to.. I dont even want to talk to anyone on here ( Read more... )

Hey whats up .. omg long weekend.. im so glad im off today... I went up to the titty bar last nite.. and steph met us up there.. and shes all talkin about that friday nite lil jon came up to follies with is lawyers or whatever ot meet her and that she signed a contract.. right.. so then she like calls hims supposedly and he was gonna come up the ( Read more... )

I had to work all day today but it wasnt too bad... Anyways i bought a test and Thank God it came out negative.. I was so relieved.. so now i could give a shit less where my flo is... Started talkin to this guy Chris.. turns out he knows Bryan which is cool... Anyways i dont kno if anything there is gonna happen but we shall see.. anyways i gotta ( Read more... )

Well flo still hasnt come yet... but im not gonna worry about it... if in a week nothing then ill find out.. end of story.. i gotta stop stressin over shit.. thats prolly the reason its late anyways.. so anyhow.. not much goin on today.. took to drew to the dr thats about it.. Talked to Michael online last nite.. and he broke down to me and told me ( Read more... )

My arms are killing me... My show is getting so good i cant wait to see who wins.. lol... Work was ok.. nothing exciting to report.. no emails or phone calls today so thats a nice relief.. anyways thats all i can think of for now

Well its the middle of the week.. in a week and a half ill be in Fla.. i cant wait.. oh shit. i need to call and make a reservation when im done with this.. anyways I had a dream about Michael last nite.. it was very odd but i dunno... I wish id stop having these dreams.. there killing me.. im tired of dreaming about ppl from my past i dont kno ( Read more... )

Shelley emailed me again telling she called dana and told her all kinds of shit.. I dont kno why shes tryin to start shit with Johns family.. but i dont really care no more.. If dana says anything it will be to patti so if patti calls me thats fine cuz patti knows how psycho shelley is anyway.. anyhow I called steph and she told me to send it to ( Read more... )

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