love is in the air....

Feb 12, 2004 16:14

I haven’t posted in a while and I kinda wished I wasn’t either just because I only post when something is bothering me. This love deal is hard man, at least for me it is. I’ve always not cared about anything or any1 so no1 has really been able to hurt me but now its diff. I feel for him in such a way that I cant even explain. I admire the way he ( Read more... )

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lovelybebe February 14 2004, 04:17:51 UTC
ling ding it's that ..WHERE DO I BEGIN? us women will NEVER be satisfied with whatever we have. it's like a given fact.. statistics and all i swear! lol. but the truth of the matter is, it's hard to find guys out there like alex. and even tho you should'nt be with sumone just bc their good to u .. that isn't the case here. ur crazy about him and it's obvious he's crazy about u. if he doesn't give u reason not to trust him ..then trust him. i know how it feels to get scared when u love someone soo much. bc guess what.. i'm going thru that right now.. breaking up with omar made me realize sooo many things. i did the clubbing thing without him toO.. and i would be there and in my head all i would think about was how there was no placed i'd rather be than in his arms.. laying down ... doing absolutely NOTHING, bc that's MORE THAN ENOUGH for me. and the fact that i'm loving him as much as i used to love mr. u knO who . .FREAKS ME OUT EVEN MORE. and makes me think about getting hurt like that again. but thinking that way, isn't gonna get us ( ... )

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luciouzbabe February 17 2004, 23:37:59 UTC
awww..im a little late on the reply but i couldnt go by without making a comment on this entry..my eyes got watery !! ;]. im glad ure happie..and in *love*. its true, its soO not like you AT ALL..but theres always that someone who will swipe u off ur feet and make u think all these things. but in the end its worth all the fears and doubts. trust me..u know all the shit ive been through w/alex and we're still going strong after almost 5 years. things always turn out for the best, u just gotta risk a couple of things. im just glad ure walking on clouds at this point :] i miss u nena ! *lol..call me sometime so that we can update on stuff. 143

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awww jova February 18 2004, 15:33:03 UTC
i know exactly what your going through lingy. i know how you are and this must be ver uneasy but you know what, love conquers all so i say the bigger the risk the bigger the reward. trust him, whats on the line you getting hurt? youve been through that before and what happened you only got stronger. and if hes your only weakness thats not a bad thing. im so glad you and moni and belkys understand how it feels to be somewhere with friends and having a good time but there is still someone in the back of your head which you rather be with just chillin. ive also fallen so hard for mike and its so hard to trust him cuz all weve gone through but if i keep dwelling on that we will never move on so i guess all i have to say is do whatever your lil heart desires... love ya ling and i think we should all go out on this big quadrouple date you & alex, moni & omy, belkys & alex and ofcourse me and my monkey!

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