WHY?

[sassymeatball]

Why do i do this to myself? i tell myself that good things will happen. i don't know why i do such a thing beacuse good thinga can never hapopen to me. i mean i'm going to a college reconized all over the nation(Penn State University Park) in the fall to try to make something of myself. i'm gonna try my hand at teaching. i have a job. i drive a

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[muses_whisper]

john, i fucking love you man! and you know for that for a fact. if it wasnt for the fact that i KNOW i would hurt you (because believe me i know i would, its who i am) i would be with you! you are funny, cute, sweet, sensitive, caring, and so many other traits deserving of more than anyone in this school can give you. you're leaving for penn state this summer, and i can bet you will find someone who is not so shallow minded there. high school is not the place to look for long lasting relationships. Keep your head up sweety... when Fate decides you need to find someone to make you happy, it will happen! i know thats cheesy, but its true... you are so lucky. ive had my fair share of relationships, and honestly i wish i would have stayed single instead. attachment and loss are much worse than being alone... you have so much to offer and someday, some lucky fucking girl is going to love you the way you should be loved... you deserve it and more