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[sassysam]

We talked, i say we talked...he talked about how he felt, i talked about how i felt very crypticly and we both dicided we didn't no what to do.

He left and and i sent him an E-mail telling him everything i wanted to say before but couldn't. I well and truely told him everything i could. I dont no if it was a good thing but i did it. I feel sick

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[pinkstarfish]

Even if you haven't solved anything, at least you have actually talked nwo and everything is out in the open.

Don't ever be ashamed of your feelings

x

[sassysam]

Ok, ive replied twice to this and the damn thing keeps shuttin down so i dont no if your getting them.........sorry if you are....its me blabbin away so sorry.

Hmmm just thourght....this might not either!

Oh well,

XxX

[sassysam]

Right ill reply properly now i can. Stupid thing. Anyway, yeah im feelin much better now everything is out in the open. I no how he feels...kinda. Its hard tho. He's not a hundred percent he wants to go so he doesn't no what to do. I feel i shoudl be being supportive and i really want to be but a part of me wants to be really selfish and make it as difficult as possible for him because my irrational part is thinking if i do that then he'll stay. Its stupid....when i think about how it feels i no its stupid...nuthin i say or do is gonna change anything but this stupid part of me thinks it might. But yeah, he read my E-mail, said he didnt really no what to say....i tellyou it had heavy stuff in it....deep stuff that i probably shouldn't be saying after only 2 months. But oh well. It's out now and im glad he knows.

Thanks Crissy

XxX

[kinky_63]

I know I'm a bit late into this one.
It doesn't have to be the end and I'm sure you guys know that now that you've spoken about it.
I know it's hard but in a way this might have made you realise how much you guys care about each other.
Love you, talk to me OK? x

[sassysam]

Ok, thank you