it's almost christmas...time really flies...
i don't like this season, 'cause everytime everyone is talking about christmas and their families, i just realize that i don't even have a place to return to. my parents just tell me how many money they've spent on me and that i should be more thankful.
i AM thankful... but you know, money isn't love or ( Read more... )

finally the day has come... my parents sold our house and tomorrow is the day when i have to pack my stuff...
the last day i can be at home...the last day i actually have something called home...
in my mum's new flat there will be no bed, no cussion, no blanket not even a sofa for me...
it's not like they're throwing me out (well though it sounds and ( Read more... )

i know it's been a while since the last entry and i'm sorry ><
what i've been doing lately?
first at septembre first i went to sea life with gesa :)
it's a aquarium in speyer and since she just finished her report the day before we decided to have a day off and watch some fish :)
here are some impressions:


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thanks to gesa i spent another wonderful day in heidelberg :D
we had ramen and went in some little shops and bought some ice cream and so on :)
i love those days and i'm sorry that until now we just had some few of them.
but it really makes me happy, so thanks alot <3
good night my dears :D <3!

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sorry...i've messed it up again.