.mindless silence.

[satan_kisses]

Silence is what I crave. Death is my immortal sin. A beautiful suicide awaits me in time. Cigarette ashes will be my grave. Ashes to ashes. Dust to dust. It will be final. And complete in its misconception of hurt and agony. Nothing compares to the wanting of your final breath. A reflection of spirituality and the nothing I've become. A melody of

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[worthlessdefect]

Hey sweetie. I just skimmed over your words - it hurt too much if I tried to read every one of them. I hate knowing that you're hurting this much, and though I realize this is probably meaningless, I would give anything to make you happy. Are you seeing a psychatrist? If not, maybe you should consider it? It sounds to me as if you need it. I haven't visited SH today, but if you haven't posted this on there, then maybe you ought to - some of them might have other ideas. Please take care of yourself. *hugs*

[ghostlydespair2]

take care