shit, I said I wouldn't update again for a while didn't I? Well fuckit. You guys can just ignore this, I don't care. So it's monday. I stayed in bed until 3:00 or so, sleeping, reading, just not wanting to move. Finally got up, stripped off my clothes and dressed myself. Caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, seems I've lost a bit of weight this ( Read more... )

well. I can't sleep. covered in sweat and vicks vapo-rub. You know when you're trying to sleep, and you're not asleep, but you have dreams anyway? not day dreams, because you have no fucking control over them and they aren't anything you'd ever want to happen. Well, that's what keeps happening to me. And my mouth feels like I just chewed on a bunch ( Read more... )

ATTN THEATRE PEOPLE:

what the hell is Wayne's email address? I lost it. Also, call me if you feel like having a chat. Especially if your weekend sucked. You know what misery loves.

stayed in bed until 3pm today. Kept waking up in the night covered in cold sweat. Slept more than I have in a while, though. Still feel terrible. My coughs now ripple through my entire body with amazing force. Maybe I'll even throw up today! w00t ( Read more... )

i can't sleep and nobody is on msn at 5:00 am it seems. been tossing and turning for hours. feel sorry for me!

today no one could cover for me so I worked from 2-9:30... it was horrible, but fun at the same time because we got new panties for me to oggle. I kept supressing my coughs because whenever I cough my head hurts SO BADLY, then eventually I would just have to cough and I would cough and cough and I would lose my voice for a few minutes. Also, I was ( Read more... )

ugh, I was up all night with what I think might be a fever, or a bad reaction to extra strength neo-citron, which I took against my voice teacher's wishes, or both. I'm feelin' aaaaall spacey ( Read more... )

where'd my update go? oh well. It wasn't about anything. And now I remember what I was going to post about. My eating habits have been horrible latley. Some days the thought of eating makes me gag, other days I eat everything in sight. As a result I've started to carry some puffy weight that nobody notices, but that I'd like to go away just the ( Read more... )

I thought doing a party tonight was going to be a chore, but it was ever so fun to see my work friends and do the whole toy party thing. I feel like I'm really helping people, too. Like I talked to this one woman about how to ease her husband into the idea of playing with toys. He thinks if she uses them it means he's not "doing his job right". * ( Read more... )

waiting for my veggie burger/onion rings to cook.. la la la ( Read more... )