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[satan_temptress]

I've done what I never thought I'd do;I'm now on antidepressants. I never wanted to, and I thought I never would, but for Colin, I did. He deserves a happy, patient, loving wife, not a sobbing girl. Maybe, just maybe if they work for me they could work for him? I don't know

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[venus_of_mars]

I miss you fi, you dont even know how much i miss you. I miss being inside your house and having your dad make funny coments at me, i miss having my beautiful black woman antagonize me cuz i am gay and then go and fight and have me win. I miss you so much that i just want to stop my driving to prosser and walk into your house, take you and just go back home. Its kinda crazy, i thought it would be easy cutting all ties and making new friends in college, but the new friends just cant ever replace you, especially not you. I mean, my first ever cornmaze was with you. I really really want to just spend a day with you fi. Meanwhile, i am glad you are doing so much better, it feels good seing you post a comment on livejournal again, nastalgia maybe.

[satan_temptress]

i love your icon BTW

You made my day/evening so much better dear. You are truly a great friend and I miss you dearly as well. You should come see me sometime! We're trying to get a cornmaze thing going, but we'll see... I've been thinking about that... and you. I miss you and I'm glad that you still love me even if I haven't been in contact nearly enough... Do you still have my pan BYW??? There are birthdays coming up I need to bake cakes for... don't worry, I'll make cookies soon for you to come help me eat!

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[satan_temptress]

Colin and I married... not in the legal sense, who cares what paper says, though that will happen sooner or later anyhow, but we're married. lol no, we didn't elope, don't freak out or anything.

Thanks for the birthday message! I love you and miss you terribly!