in vert edver se: obligations are lame.
be my bullet: WICKED LAME!

just stirring around floating around in my head ( Read more... )

i guess i've made a few mistakes but the hard part is figuring out what they are. i guess seemingly they are small things that i am oblivious to. like not having nice clothes to wear to a job interview, or taking that job i took, or well, i'm not even really sure. i guess my single largest mistake was being too mislead. too naive ( Read more... )

come see me tonight, i definately have nothing planned. i would love to do something tonight.

maybe get some trees.
maybe smoke.
maybe not.

you never know. i am un predictable.

call me.
come by.

so i have two records [the doors greatest hits, and a clockwork orange soundtrack], and no player.

anyone want to fix this dilema?

so i think i like someone. this person is really nice and makes me feel better then most do these days. i don't know how to react. it's so confusing. [i know you read this too. i am not trying to hide anything from you.] i want to make decisions, but i am so bad at that ( Read more... )

i just dont know what to do with myself.

i just farted really loudly in a quiet room full of people.

i slept like a baby, but being up 36 hours [9am-9:30pm the next day] will do that.

so i fucked up, i had some people over last night and they ended up staying over. i feel bad but i dont think we were THAT loud. i went to school today, i was EARLY. i thought that was what he was concerned about. meh. according to steve's journal it looks like i am homeless again. thats awesome. hopefully we talk or something and maybe fix things ( Read more... )