No.

[satankitty]

God help me.

What have I done?

What have I started?

This isn't my fault, I tried to make things right...

Don't make me chose.

I can't.

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[dimfaith]

I wish you had never had to choose in the first place. I dont want to make you have to choose. You should never have had to choose. In some senses choices are made for you. You wouldnt stop me from coming for Christmas and asked me to come. You cant not do things with him because of our situation. Moving might make you not able to choose either. I know our distance has forced choosing upon you. Maybe you dont have to make a choice at all