So apparently its the massive amount of pseudoephedrine, steroids, and caffiene in my bloodstream thats driving me insane. Maybe today I'll trade feeling sick and fat for some sanity.

PS: 10 lbs. by next Friday. Mark my words bitchesssss.
PPS: Mono is stupid. I do not recommend it.
PPSS: I'm pretty sure this is what crystal meth feels like.

I definitely feel all hopped up on speed right now...but I'm nooooooooooooooooot. I was so fucking tired last night but I couldn't fall asleep until 12:00 (hey thats late considering when I actually wanted to go to sleep) and I thought I felt better when I woke up, but I'm all anxious again. The main players in my life are all currently absent, so ( Read more... )

Everyone seems to be excited about spring break. I think I'm just going to end up bored and lonely unless people play with me. I dropped Alex off at the airport today...that makes the second airport trip this month that DIDN'T involve me going anywhere sweet...boohoo. I want to go somewhere warm and sunny where my biggest problem will be getting ( Read more... )

Buh. By the time we got to Alex's house on Thursday it became official that I was dying. Puffy eyes and gross throat things, here we go again!

...in other news, spring break is next week. Partying it up in Cancun? Fuck no. This bitch is hanging in JERSEY.

Oh yeah I just slept a lot of hours and am still totally delirious.

Was it really that long ago that I thought like you ( Read more... )

After an awesome few days in Massachusetts, I'm feeling really good. I was feeling really jaded for a while but now I'm realizing that people can still suprise you...

There's an Allen Ginsberg poem that I feel like reading, but I can't remember which one. All I can think of is the feeling that it gives me.

mortel vomica: I THREW UP 981 TIMES BEFORE HE STUCK HIS WOMAN TONGUE IN MY MOUTH

Looks like lady's coming back to Purchase with me. I don't know if our little school can handle all this love...

Someone has been in my bathroom with the water running for the past hour. I really need to pee. Grrr.

Fuck yeah, I totally just ordered Black Crowes tickets.
Thank you Q104.3 presale :)