Well lately I know I havent been on but that is because I needed to think and I have tryed and didnt get anywhere. I dont know what to do. I did love Ed with all my heart. and I still love him but I dont want to be with him. Today I almost lost him forever. We had a huge argument. He wanted to die and I really dont want that. He kept telling ( Read more... )

Well today school went a little faster than normal. We had to get pictures taken yesterday for our ID cards. I thought they used your Senior pics but I guess I was wrong ( Read more... )

Well school started yesterday and it was so fun. I seen Davie, Shawn, Trevor, Gina, Dan, Amanda, Josh, and Mia in the morning. My classes are ok. First period i have Gym which sucks but second I have Astronomy which has air conditioning so that makes up for it. I then have study hall-the only class with Amanda Sylvester, after that I have ( Read more... )

Well School starts in less than 2 weeks-the 30th-I cant wait ( Read more... )

Well I seen my uncle on Sat. morning.. the day before he jumped out the window.. and my dad's friend took me from NY to Tamaqua and when i first got there the twins were outside. I was there for about an hour before Tassy came over then a few minutes later Joey came. Tassy and I shared a bagel and cream cheese then went for a walk. When we came ( Read more... )

Well this morning my parents went to see him and he was ok calm and everything tubes out of him... well after the 2:30 visit my parents came back to the next and there was glass all over the cement infront / side of the hospial and my mom was like Tony-my uncle- tryed to excape and my dad was like no he didnt. Sure enough he was tided down to the ( Read more... )

Well it is 8:40 am on Friday morning. I was woken up around 6:30 by voices outside my room. My mom comes in and says your uncle hanged himself last night and is in the hospital. My dad was aready on his way to NY when she came in and told me. Well we found out around 7:30 that he is on life support and my mom wishes she would have went down ( Read more... )

Well today was fun!! Tanis picked me up with Petey around 9:30. He looked like a girl. He had on a pink Hello Kitty tee and had his hair to the side with the back all spiked out like how girls do it it was funny. Then we picked up "Froto" and were on our way to Hershey. I seen alot of the girls and guys from school that are not punk. most of ( Read more... )

Hellos!! Well after the Kittie concert I got really sick and I am now on medication. I should be better by this Sunday. On Saturday I got a ride from my dad to Tamaqua around 5 and I hung out with Kayla, Karla, and girl I just met named Amanda at Subway. Then we went back to their apt. and watched some of Tassy's Manson movie. She came over ( Read more... )

Tassy, Tony, Anj, Gena, and I all went to see Kittie in Allentown on Tuesday. Tassy looked really cute that day. Tony's grandmother gave us a ride to Anj's house. She reminded me of my own grandmother hehes. We got to the place around 4 or 5 and I saw Bugg. Talked to him for a bit. We were up front for all four opening bands and for Kittie. ( Read more... )