that's fantastic news sweetheart! I always loved you, even as Sydney Bri, but it was self-destructive behaviour, and as much fun as we have had being trashbags, it's just as much fun being honest trashbags!
haha yeah, it definitely was fun being trashbags and our melbourne trashbaggery outdid ANY sydney trashbaggery... but life's a bit better sober and safer, for me and others.
well, i only had two choices left by the end of it..
1. keep drinking and lose my boyfriend, my job, my house and even more of me.
2. at least try to control it. properly try.
it helped that my neighbour is a mother of two and is the very picture of my future self if i'd kept drinking. seeing the way she treats her children and how it changes when she's drunk, it was me all over and there is no way in hell that i'm ever gonna be that kind of mother. and now i know that one day i do want kids, so i need to learn to control it now. have a few years of self-discipline under my belt before taking on parenthood. scary man.
and the only reason that i've been able to grow up is because i stopped running to the bottle and had to start facing up to shit and admitting that some things were my fault too. and actually mean it, not just say it so that [insert current boyfriend here] wouldn't leave me.
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Also as a feminist, I am an ugly lesbian who smells.
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What is with that kd Lang haircut anyway?
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MWAH
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ps: Love the icon.. Is it caw day yet? :P
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man. i'm hungry, haha.
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1. keep drinking and lose my boyfriend, my job, my house and even more of me.
2. at least try to control it. properly try.
it helped that my neighbour is a mother of two and is the very picture of my future self if i'd kept drinking. seeing the way she treats her children and how it changes when she's drunk, it was me all over and there is no way in hell that i'm ever gonna be that kind of mother. and now i know that one day i do want kids, so i need to learn to control it now. have a few years of self-discipline under my belt before taking on parenthood. scary man.
and the only reason that i've been able to grow up is because i stopped running to the bottle and had to start facing up to shit and admitting that some things were my fault too. and actually mean it, not just say it so that [insert current boyfriend here] wouldn't leave me.
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it makes me think of lesbian sex :/
:D
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except by lesbian i mean hot lesbian.
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.eyes.
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Unfriend my whippedscream journal and add this one, if you like. I don't update there any more ;)
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