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Jul 21, 2010 14:03

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satans_muse July 21 2010, 05:21:51 UTC
Ah man, I will miss them like crazy and will still be here if they ever decide they miss me too.

Thanks for your kind thoughts, god knows you've got enough stuff of your own to think about xoxox

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insipid_reality July 21 2010, 06:11:22 UTC
You have an ethnic hair on your back. :) *love* 'ex oh ex oh'

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satans_muse July 21 2010, 06:20:25 UTC
hahaha you always have the right thing to say :P
my jon bon tickets arrived the other day. I was so excited.

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invader_kitty July 21 2010, 06:57:22 UTC
I can really only say one thing at this point:

Come back when you have a hat and are not black lol.

In seriousness, I'm sorry for your losses and the crapola time you've been having of it all lately, but if I know anything I know that you're as strong as a robot gorilla that has the strength of two gorillas. And you will get through this and grow as a person. xxxooo

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satans_muse July 21 2010, 07:26:52 UTC
haha you have no idea how many times i've searched for that thread on somethingawful...

i'll get through it for sure. i'm sad and sorry and would prefer to not be in this situation at all but like everything else, it's just another mistake to learn from.

time to move forward now
/julia

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aallecks July 21 2010, 15:59:30 UTC
wow! who was the friend that you sent the email to?

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satans_muse July 22 2010, 04:20:17 UTC
i'm not sure whether you know them or not but i don't want to turn this into any kind of public argument so i'm just not mentioning who it is online.

they have their reasons, and although i didn't realise that what i had done was bad enough to end a friendship over, it's their life and their call and i'm not one to judge another person's tolerance threshold.

This comment could go on for days. I'm past the initial sad part. I cried most of yesterday and last night and if I could make this all not happen, I would.. but now i'm getting angry about the way this all went down so it may be best for me to be quiet now.

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aallecks July 22 2010, 10:31:26 UTC
aww kitten, you're the best hey... I would give my right arm to be friends with you (don't ask for it tho haha)
<3

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satans_muse July 22 2010, 23:40:08 UTC
haha, you've lived with me and you still love me! \o/

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the_replicant July 22 2010, 01:33:47 UTC
Most of my solutions to problems involve violence.

I'm pretty sure I could think of plenty of fun ways to help you out here using violence too.

However, for the novelty value I'll try cold hearted rationality and pragmatism this time. We can always fall back on violence later if it does not work out or is not exciting enough.

If someone is so quick to leave you that something like that will push them over the edge you have probably not lost anything worth worrying about anyway. It's a bit harsh but in general it works.

That being said, I don't like people and am happy when they all leave me alone so maybe I'm not the best to be taking this kind of advice from.

Oh well, back to violence again I guess.

xoxo

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satans_muse July 22 2010, 04:30:36 UTC
rofl you're always there with the violence when i need it.

basically, i think what is upsetting me the most out of all of this, is that this person's reaction seems completely out of character to me. The complete lack of contact or reply to my emails, that's what's got me all weirded out. She isn't afraid of confrontation and she is okay with telling me when she thinks i've messed up, so the lack of any kind of explanation at this point is really odd to me.

i dunno. i won't say that her friendship isn't worth all of this because i've never had many close girl friends that i really confided in, but she was one of the handful.

Even in doing this, she's still teaching me how to deal with life in a better way and so I guess that's the silver lining.

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the_replicant July 22 2010, 04:38:43 UTC
More awesome wisdom from me: forget about it!

You have done what you can do and stressing and worrying will not help at all and is just going to make you miserable. As such, forget about it until something happens (or doesn't) and there is something else you can do about it. Worrying about things beyond your control will just make you miserable with no possible gain for it.

This obviously comes with my usual disclaimer: Wisdom is all well and good but violence is always better and will solve any problem provided you use enough of it.

*love*

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satans_muse July 22 2010, 06:27:01 UTC
I'm not worried at all. I'm upset that I've lost a friend, but I also know there's nothing I can do about it. I've done what I can so that's it.

Onwards and upwards, etc.

but yes. violence. that's more of what we need :P

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