Lately I've been feeling as if I've been falling farther in to a dark void then I was already in. I can't explain how or why I fell this way. I'm happy yet, for everything I do. I get put down for it. I guess I'm not really happy in the long run. Plus my sister's hamster is evil. It keeps me up all night long. Oh well That's all for now.

Later,Jen

Okay I know I haven't written in a while but I had too much stuff to do. Any ways, lately everything I do as a good thing, back fires and turns out to go way to far. Like yesterday, I gave a friend a pic of my best friend. I told him not to post it and he did. Now since the forum is down I can't get on and see if my link change worked. If it did ( Read more... )

I went to a hospital near me and applied for a training/job. I did an interview and all. Tuesday or Wendesday of next week their going to call me and give me the outcome. I hope they call me and tell me that I got the job ( Read more... )

Well today is the last friday of my junior year. Yay. Yet I feel awful depressed.

It seems that all my friends are leaving me and going different ways. And the ones that don't leave me all together. Just ignore me.

I know I'm a loner at heart, yet i hate being alone. Oh well I guess I'll study for my exams

Finally all of the seniors are out of NCHS. So I'm official a SENIOR!!!! YAY.... *Celebrates ( Read more... )

School is out for me in two weeks and now I'm offically a Senior

Last night my best friend Jess aka Shadow Risea, did a random pop up at my house. At the time I was taking a nap. All I heard was a knock on the front door. Then I was wondering who it was. I got off my bed and opened my door. At that time I heard my grandma's voice. She was talking to my friend Jess. I called down the steps and Jess came up to my ( Read more... )

I have 2 best friends, we live about 5 miles apart from each other. We try and get together, but I'm working on the weekends. One works the weekdays, and the other babysits on the weekends. BY the time I get off work on the weekends there is no time to do anything with them. But if I can't find a better job I'll lose my car. I'm hoping to find a ( Read more... )

Last night and tonight I drove my dad to Pep boys about lawn mover batteries. Both times I get in the car all happy I get to drive. On my way home last night a guy in a huge SUV almost hit me on the driver's door. I think it still has me shook up, since my driving was below normal for me. I guess I should probaly take a couple days off from driving ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in front of my dad's computer. I'm online, yet know one on my buddy list is on. This happened to me yesterday and today. After about 30 minutes my friend Res gets on. We decided to try this aol talk thing. So I open my other name. As soon as the talk thing is on, we both say hello. I was nervous as hell, since I never have talked to him ( Read more... )