my mother had just said "i wanted to buy you lingerie, u used to wear xs, but mama tengok you have put on weight, so i tak belikan"

in short. my mom said, i am fat.

thats all i needed.

thats all i needed.

ya Allah.
the fittings tomorrow.
and my arms are this fat.

kak mas had said - "youll have a lot of baju to wear, since you are small built, my dear."
yeah, the body would be fine. the sleeves. im gonna wear a dress tomorrow.
a black dress that it, so in the event that i have to mourn. itll be handy.

make prayers for me.

Yesterday during belaja ugama, someone asked me - "why dont you be a proper teacher?" -

tired. extremely tired.
"oh achap... besok you kerja malam lah... jadi i tak yah gi belaja..."
"eeee. biar nanti hati dah takder hidayah. baru padan muka.."
my name hidayahti, what.

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