reason for crying, again.

i wanted to call db, and usually i will have to check if taufiks on the line,
but tonight... i dun have to..
cos hes not in his room..
he is not in his room..
i wish he was..but he isnt..

i have been using Age-Defying Olay.
i knw wudhu' works the best. it does, you knw. but it works on good people. not people like me.

leman is only 3 months older than i am.
but people say, women physically age faster

so pls tell me.
have i start to look older than d fiance?

today im meeting ms pany again.
:glorious glorious night:

and Monday is going to be a historical day for lemans taking me to Kampung Jalan Bedek. only that this time, lemans mom and dad is coming with us. and so his dad has to call my over-protective father.. and yesterday when leman texted me..
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the saddest nite eva.
we went to ms.pany to be charmed.
and Alhamdulillah.

and when we went to elbee it was already closed.and to make it even worst, the elbee that i desired wasnt on one of the shelves. 
it wasnt. my jaws dropped and i started to tear. 
and i said to the db. "see, what did i say?"
him: "sabar ok, insyaAllah ada"
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and i have just got back frm the trip to Mummy Juls and Airport. it wasnt that bad, but of course, i whined a lil when i reached Chai Chee, sitting silently in the car, with my arms crossed (yes i knw, disgustingly annoying) , whn i realised that we are going to Jurong and Jurong Bird Park is COULD prolly be in jurong, i broke into a smile. and i ( Read more... )

finally it was out

in his words, in his humble way...

db: darlin, you nak makan aper..?
me: ntah, i cant think of food now..
db: alah. nanti makan jugak
me: Ya Allah. why did you have to say that?
db: no, i dint mean it that way.
me:nvm. finally its out.

in my words.. and i understand it this way...
hes saying.. - you are fat -

i woke up with gifts today
sweet litle gifts from mama


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the children and i decided to goreng jemput-jemput ikan bilis for Mother's Day. We bought the flour and the ikan bilis from the pasar, the kids know the way to the market better than i do. and theydsure di knw what other things can be made frm the flour, and the ikan bilis. they listed things like roti boyan, roti canai and roti kirai, sambal tumis ( Read more... )

we went out. we were suppose to jog but we ended up indulging ourselves with a bowl of prawn noodle and a mini wok.back at home. when d db asked what wld i want to eat, i said, i am not sure, cos i am nt hungry. and he said, " u pergi tido dulu, nanti perut u dah kosong, baru u boleh pk u nak makan apa" and so i went to sleep, but i was still nt ( Read more... )

i have changed and this is why


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