So, the cuesta show came and went and I'm pretty bummed about it. I really wish it coudl've gone for another weekend, but alas. It was an amazing show, an amazing cast, and I'm glad I got to be a part. It just sucks that the director, and assistant director are both leaving. I'm not sure the show will be the same next year and that makes me ( Read more... )

To have to experience that another relative is dying, hurts even more then I thought it would. I can't believe how much my family has lost in a short span of two years. Now there's the threat to lose another? I head to rehearsals instead of going up to Gilroy...I wanted to go visit my uncle, to say goodbye, but I have to finish up here first. ( Read more... )

Well, put in an application to get a place in Arroyo Grande...how cool is that? I'd be happy to get it...$350 a month...and the dance show is coming along great! Life is going good, I guess. Become pretty zen lately, I think. Talking to people I used to hate, putting old agressions to rest ( Read more... )

ASHLEY LOOK AT MY CARTOON ICON!! LOOK GAH DABBIT!

I did this one as a joke, but I like it too

SO! Sapphire Moon is over, and it was some good fun. Glad it's over though. It's definatly one less thing I'll have to stress over! Ummm...I laughed at the program though. Everyone elses bios were fun and long...mine was pretty bland...oops:) hee hee. Still hanging out with Mike when I can. My lack of money coming in is definatly throwing a ( Read more... )

I realize I haven't been myself for a while. There was a time when I was me, and that started up when I was dancing again. But certain things have been weighing on me, and I started to get down again. BUT! I have vowed to let these things keep getting to me. I'm back, and I promise I'll stay back. I don't like the other me's. They aren't ( Read more... )

So, tonight was opening night for the sapphire moon show. I honestly can't be happier then there's only three more shows. I heard all kinds of reviews from people that participated last year, and this year fails to compare in my books. I'm not learning anything new, and that's what I wanted by trying something out. I really feel no better about ( Read more... )

I've taken on a weird lingo these days. I can't just agree to anything these days without enthusiasm. It's not just a 'yes'..it's a 'yes' with a 'that's the greatest thing in the world' tone, a hoarse, deep, throaty voice, and a big smile. Guess you just gotta be there ( Read more... )

I don't really know what I want to update about. Things are really strange as of late. I keep getting random ideas on choreography. I actually thought about combining three of my russian, spanish, and japanese songs together for a crazy crazy dance. I don't know ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in quite a while. I've had a lot of ups and downs on account of being so frustrated. I put in my two weeks at Coldstone, but they wouldn't let me finish my time...so I'm out about $300. Then everything with both of my shows is crazy. Some of the dances aren't sticking very well, still..so it seems like I don't know what I'm ( Read more... )