Its always crazy to go back and read past entrees and see what was on your mind in the past... and being that my last entry before the one i did today was in 2006... it was quite a while ago.. its weird to think/see how far ive come since then and to see what it was that was important... and its cool to see that i no longer have the fear, and the ( Read more... )

Ive been getting this weird sense of foreshadowing lately... i keep hearing about people getting pregnant, and even discussed with my bf how inconvenient that would be... (not because we have reason to believe that i would be but we were just having a conversation since quite a few people i know are pregnant/think they could be)... .. and it feels ( Read more... )

man i haven't used this in forever.. and im only using it now cause i know no one uses it anymore... im kinda in a pickle.. my best friend is not talking to me... i dont know why.. he says hes not mad at me to other people but he wont answer my calls or texts.. :( i just dont know why... i think that if he doesnt call today ill just take his ( Read more... )

It seems that i have a lot on my mind recently and i just havent been able to let it go ... but first with some happy news... my sister came for a sup visit and shes here for a week ( Read more... )

i am having the worst day ever.... not cause anything happened its just the worst day ever and im going to let myself have that worst day

what is it that i am missing that makes me so damb forgetable? ... if anyone knows i would like to find out

this post is for jess... sorry bout dissapering on you the other day my net kept being dumb... it was highly annoying i didnt mean to just stop talking to you... miss you...

Your view of your charms simply doesn't do you justice. Get out of the past and view how you actually are in the here and now. Do something nice for yourself that reinforces this new realization ( Read more... )

im really tired so ill gess ill make this a short update i just wanted to talk.... i hate that sometimes i keep my emotions inside and dont let them show cause i dont want to show anyone the real me... its just that im so scared that the real me isnt who others want me to be.... im tired of having to play those games of not telling people when im ( Read more... )

i miss feeling that i was a part of something... and that people cared........