Everything that makes you wonder

[satiriclove]

If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don't want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it too. I want them to be able to do whatever they want around me

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[gun___slinger]

i know exactly how you feel.

things are always confusing for me, about everything really.
maybe it's because of the fact i'm 24, grown up, but not totally yet.
i guess i'm still trying to figure out who i'm supposed to be, and what path i should take.

oh life, it's so confusing.

[satiriclove]

i think know what you mean.
Sometimes I feel like things aren't really confusing at all, and I know exactly what I want, but then if I think about it too much, and I think about how that one action (even if it seems like a really good idea at the time) will affect the rest of my life. That's what confuses me every day. Maybe you do that too.

The hardest thing for me though is just trying to know if I'm happy where I'm at, or if I ever really will be.

I like telling myself that everything is going to make a lot of sense one day. But, I'm starting to wonder if that will ever really happen? Do I have to be married and 45 before things do make sense? I sure hope not.

[gun___slinger]

you've read my mind completely.

i think we just have to have faith that whatever choices we make in our lives, good or bad, will result in what our lives should be.

ohhh fate is oh so confusing.

[satiriclove]

I think next time I'm in one of those situations, I will tell myself that instead of trying to plan out my whole life in the thirty seconds that I have to decide. Maybe things will be better for me.