when you decide you can listen and respect me i will be more than happy to put up with your crap. but do not attack me like you did when we are already on bad terms. you want to address my suicide attempt as if it were something you can joke about. well i think that deserves a "fuck you." you can go ahead and say what u like about it but it makes u appear even more cold and heartless than i already saw you to be. i expected more of you, but you dont care about me or my thoughts since i made mistakes in california. everyone makes mistakes. one day u may chose to forgive and forget. let me know if that even happens
There's this thing called "get over it". YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF. If you want to get biblical about it, you're techinically on the path to Hell. If you wanna get mental about it, then you only did this to yourself. And you exactly lying about doing hardcore drugs and then expecting sympathy probably deserves more than a fuck you. But I'm not that cold. You see...I haven't really done anything to you to be cold. I know you wanna see what happens, you wanna see me react just to react, just because you have nothing else to hold onto in your life but your own pain. You try to force that pain on me so that you can have an excuse as to why you're feeling so low about yourself. But the truth is, no matter what you throw at me, I'm gonna deflect that shit. I'm not even gonna throw it back at you because it's honestly not worth it. If I'm heartless...fine but at least I know my life is worth living. You made more than mistakes. You fucked up. Flat out. One day I will probably not even remember this and when that day comes,
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