The steam emanates from the sides of my jaws clenched tight and secretive holding the smoldering inferno of truth and expectant confession inside. Standing peeled against her gaze and nonchalant gestures, torn apart by the spoken silence. Murders my vocal chords raw and happy while my blisless eyes search for some unordered sign of invitation. ( Read more... )

I can't sleep, food doesn't taste the same anymore...Life just feels so...dull...boring...daresay abhorred? Why? Ava. I can't seem to tell her exactly how I feel despite what's been happening lately and despite the fact that I LEFT HER A NOTE, asking to talk to her, I still didn't follow through...OH GOD...am I pitiful...How is it that all my ( Read more... )

So, I'm workin' on a Monday right and it's pretty busy for a Monday and I mean, geez, I had 3 goddamn tables. Thank you oh Bone Fish Highness for bestowing your...ah...mercy upon me. So, anyway, the night, goes on, yaddey yaddey yaddah and around 8, I spot Ava and Amanda. Probably the 2 nicest girls in Bone Fish and of course, if you've been ( Read more... )

SHE KISSED ME! SHE KISSED ME! SHE KISSED MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I mean maybe it was a halfway kiss on the lip and halfway kiss on the cheek and maybe she had a couple of Martinis tonight but SHE KISSED ME! AVA KISSED ME!!!!!!! AND SHE GAVE ME HER PHONE NUMBER!!!!! At the risk of sounding shallow, all I can say is OMG!!!!!!!

Wow...I just finished the latest installment of Harry Potter or "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince" and God...I mean Oh God...Such humanity in that book. Tragedy, love adolescent fumbling and blooming...wow...powerful book...the most moving of the series if you ask me...wow...

I was never good with women anyway...Despite what my counterparts may have told me or whatever they believe, it's not entirely true. Dale was always a charm with women (friend and more intimate). Steve always is surrounded by girls who are alighted with his presence. EVEN KC, all the girls loved to play with his hair and were intrigued by his " ( Read more... )

You know how when you are first attracted to someone and you think to yourself, "God she's beautiful" or "Man…what a gal!" But you immediately try to quell any of the actions you may try to implicate upon that attraction, confirming your deniability by thinking, "Oh no, she'd never want to date a guy like me ( Read more... )

Girls: Situation 1: "Please tell me that big butts are still the thing ( Read more... )

So Delmon and I get into argument over dividing a tip for a table because we both took care of it. Now his argument was that since I did most of the work: I should get 60 percent and he should receive 40. My argument was that since I like to be fair by the book's standards, I would give him 50 percent. Somehow he turned it around, and quoted the ( Read more... )

*Sigggggggggghhh* (The situation: Delmon and Tony are having one of their many intellectual conversations about heavy nothings and just chillin' in the back of the restaraunt and talking ( Read more... )