i'm so swamped in bills. my electric bill is really frightening. and what makes it worse is i gotta wait for my old roommate to send me money for the past month and a half for both the electric and the phone. when i told him the numbers, i told him for july only, and after talking to my new roommate last night, it just seems right that she ( Read more... )

went on a hella shopping spree today. i always end up with a bunch of gift cards, so i don't REALLY spend anything. i got a gift card to best buy from my sister for dog sitting (plus there's more $$ on the way for when she went to ca) so i got a bunch of dvd's. then i had $100 to jc penney, which isn't very exciting, but i got this awesome " ( Read more... )

la la la, i'm in a freaking lullllllllllllll.....................

i realized today, while i was in the shower of course, that the way i think of life is that everything is "bad" for you. i could walk out into the parking lot and get struck down by the garbage truck, i could slip and break my neck in the shower. but it's not like i worry about this incessantly. it just is. so what's the point of this? apparently ( Read more... )

yeah, going to rosie's tonight, everyone's favorite dyke bar. a place where mullets frolick and hard-butch girls roam. more like where the buffalo roam. haven't been there in a long time, sooo, i figure it's time. there's always this one girl there that i like to stare at. but she never catches me, i'm real sly ( Read more... )

went and got my tattoo today. yay! i was so nervous, but actually i've had several piercings that hurt way more. there were a couple spots that were kinda intense, but overall pretty tame. it didn't even sting afterward, and it still doesn't. i just gotta remember to keep smearing this goop on starting tomorrow.

what an eventful night and entire day i've had. oh my. last night i'm laying in bed trying to fall asleep and then the phone rings at 3am. it's my roommate m, "can you come pick me up, i'm at the state highway patrol." oh jesus. the phone cuts out and eventually i talk to him again and throw my clothes on. if i'd known i was going to be there ( Read more... )

i had this weird dream last night, actually a nightmare, i thought about getting out of bed and writing it down immediately, but i really wanted to just go back to sleep and forget about it. when i woke up, it was all very clear and there was nothing "crack dreamish" about it. there was something about driving around trying to figure out what to ( Read more... )

so here i am, it's 1130. i haven't gotten to sleep in to my normal wake up time of 1230 in days. this is good for me, but for the time being it's really killing me. i can't seem to get to sleep before 2, i just thrash around, and i certainly can't get up before 1030, when i got up today. and it was a struggle ( Read more... )

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