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satoriken

musings

Nov 01, 2005 15:39

I have been feeling unbalanced of late. Not sure exactly what it is- could be lack of sleep and the fun things that come along with that, but methinks not. My gut is telling me that it is because I am looking for companionship. I miss the whole cuddling bit, as well as the peaceful feeling that comes with feeling someone’s breath/heartbeat next ( Read more... )

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drakonqueen November 1 2005, 19:29:04 UTC

huh. funny.... i'm just now reading your post... and finding it kinda erie ... somewhat similar to what I just wrote, huh something really must be in the air. hugs though. i hear ya for sure!
blessed be... h.

antilera November 1 2005, 20:10:17 UTC

I enjoyed the story. But I wonder...is it stating that you can pick out one of many shards to fit? Or that there is only one piece of the heavens that will patch up the rift?

Gosh, I'm such a ...opposite of romantic? I kind of believe that there are many pieces of heaven out there and you choose one to polish. If it fits when you're done, spectacular ^_^ If it doesn't, one will come along too.

Best wishes and hugs! Loneliness seems easier to cure than leukemia, but it's still difficult. Was wondering if there's anyone I know who would be a good fit...but that would all end in tears. =P

satoriken November 4 2005, 16:19:01 UTC

I'm like you in that I am hesitant to say that there is one person out there that will just perfectly fit with me, with no work on either of our parts. I tend towards the idea that there are many pieces that will compliment me well, and fill in my gaps, but none are a completely perfect fit to begin with. Rather, they patch me up nicely but we both have some rough edges that we must worry down over time for a better fit.
And what's this about tears? Not all tears are evil- some are shed for sheer joy. But no, noone in particular as of yet. Many wonderful souls out there, but none who have chosen to set about repairing heaven. And as far as folks you know, alas, none of said folks are up here (and I am hesitant for the long distance bit- very hard to do, as you well know).
Congrats on finishing the application!

crystal_sue November 2 2005, 18:42:47 UTC

I'm starting to think it's something about the daylight...

Crystal

satoriken November 4 2005, 16:27:51 UTC

there are lots of referrences to the sun in the story, tis true. Not sure where the sun fits for the whole creating love, though, for it seems like something that the sun forgot that made love. And its that missing link that throes me for a loop. I think it could have something to do with searching one's soul (illumination tends to imply that in most Chinese philosophy), and finding something missing. That could be what the sun represents- that when we search ourselves, we find we are incomplete without another being to complete us.
Exactly how another person can repair our soul is another question that this story sparks in me. Does the other bring things we don't have so that they balance us out, or is it that they evoke feelings in us that were never there before? Maybe its a mix of all the above, and more to boot. *shrugs* interesting stuff to think about...

*Seishin_Rei* Titans crystal_sue November 9 2005, 17:58:04 UTC

Perhaps your answers lie more in the nature of what caused this mystery? For often times, it is not the result of the event, but the event itself that describes the why of things... the result simply shows how the event was played out? I would say take your thoughts on the ending of the story and then apply them to the event within the story to find your answer. Much like testing your math answers ( ... )