[One Shot] Jealousy
Title: Jealousy
Paring: Ryoda
Rating: PG-13?
Genre: drama, Romance
Disclaimer: None of them is mine.
Summary: Ryo is envious and too stubborn to realize that he can lose his love for his life.
A/N: It's un-beta-ed so there will mistakes in it cause english isn't my native language.
Ryo was on the way to the NewS Room. He was tired and only wanted to rest. But he have a meeting with NewS and so he was really in a bad mood.
Plus he didn’t see his Hime for a couple of days because he had to work. This week he worked more than Ryo so Ryo felt alone.
He entered the NewS Room and sat down on the coach. He closed his eyes and everybody knew, Ryo didn’t want to disturbed by anyone.
Suddenly Jin rushed into the room
“Piiiii~ Ryo-chaaaan~ Lets have a breakfast together~”
Ryo suddenly stand up
“Do you have a break??”
Jin nodded and before he can say anything more Ryo ran out of the room. He was very excited. Finally he could see his Hime again. He entered the KAT-TUN Room. But his Smile was gone when he looked to the coach.
Ueda rested there, half naked. Next to him laid Maru and both of them slept. They cuddled while sleeping.
Ryo was angry and envious. He stomped to the coach and pulled Maru from the Coach.
Uede and Maru woke up but both of them didn’t realize what happened. Ryo was already gone.
“Itaai” Maru said rubbing his head “What happened?”
Ueda didn’t know either. Kame, who saw all of the action stood up and helped Maru to stand up. He sighed. Ueda asked him what happened and Kame explained it.
“Eh? We were only sleeping, there wasn’t more” Ueda sighed.
Kame and Maru nodded. They knew that there wasn’t more than a peaceful sleep but there knew too that Ryo can be very envious. Ueda wanted to went after him but Jin came in and their break ended. He had to do an Interview while Ryo had a dance practice.
At the evening NewS was already at home. But KAT-TUN had to do a photo shoot. Ryo was still angry but he missed his Hime so he went to the photo shoot and looked secretly. First Ueda didn’t notice him.
But what he saw didn’t satisfy him. Far from it, today KAT-TUN had pair shoots. Ueda and Maru posed together they only held hands, but Ryo get angry. He kicked against the wall and left the Jimusho angry. Ueda noticed his last act but can’t left the photo shoot now.
When the shoot was over he rushed to his car and drove to their apartment. But Ryo wasn’t there.
Suddenly Pi called him.
“Ueda-kun? Ryo is here he said he will slept here tonight…”
“…”
Next morning…
Ryo woke up of the coach. He was still totally pissed off.
He avoided Ueda the whole day. Ueda tried several times talk to him but Ryo just ignored him and went away. He didn’t even listen to him.
Later when KAT-TUN had their break Ueda went to the NewS Room again but Ryo shoved him off and closed the door.
“Ryo… Please listen to me…”
But Ryo ignored it and the NewS Member only sighed. Now Ueda was mad. He kicked the door open with his strength of a boxer and pushed Ryo against the wall.
“DAMN IT WHY THE HELL YOU CAN’T SIMPLY LISTEN?!”
“I DON’T WANNA! FUCK OF WITH YOUR DAMN NAKAMARU GUY! I DON’T WANT TO SEE YOU” Ryo shouted in his uncontrollable furious status.
“I see…” he mumbled.
Ueda loosed his grasp and ran out of the room. Ryo dropped into the ground and hit his face behind his hands. He cursed a few times but didn’t go after him. He was angry and couldn’t think clear.
Ueda arrived at the KAT-TUN Room. He didn’t even to try to smile because he knew he couldn’t. He entered the room. All the members looked at him and saw his glassy eyes.
They asked him gentle what was wrong but Ueda only answered ‘nothing’ with a trembling voice. He went to the bathroom and began to cry. He tried to be low but KAT-TUN heard him sobbing and crying.
Days passed. Ryo was stubborn and Ueda tried to hide his sadness. He pretended that it is indifferent to him and that made Ryo angrier. But in fact Ueda cried secretly day by day. KAT-TN’s patience was already gone.
They went to the NewS room and Jin grabbed Ryo by the scruff of his neck.
“Nishikido Ryo! What the hell is wrong with you?!”
“Let go off me. I didn’t know what you want.”
“Shut up. Why are you so stubborn?!”
“Is it about Tatsuya? It didn’t seem like it bothers him ne?”
“YOU ARE SUCH AN ASS! HE CRIED EVERY FUCKING DAY HIS FUCKING TEARS OUT FOR YOU BUT YOU DIDN’T EVEN NOTICE IT?!”
Ryo froze. He was very stubborn but he didn’t really thought about Ueda’s feelings. He was too angry all the time to think clear. But he currently perceived what Ueda was feeling. Ueda cried? Every day?
Only because Ryo was such a dumb?
Ryo shook him off and ran to the KAT-TUN room. He stood in front of the door and heard someone inside sobbing hard. Ryo panicked and opened the door. Ueda sat on the ground on the wall, crying and sobbing. He looked at Ryo and tried to hide his tears but there came more tears and he couldn’t stop it.
Suddenly he stood up and wanted to run out of the room but Ryo grabbed him.
“Let go of me, Ryo.”
Ryo pulled Ueda closer to him and pushed him against the wall so he can’t escape.
“Please Ryo. Don’t bother me please.” He said with a trembling voice while sobbing.
Ryo kissed softly his cheeks.
“I am so sorry Hime. I know I am sometimes a dork and I see my own mistakes. Please forgive me and stop crying. It hurts so much.”
Ueda didn’t say anything but cried. Ryo hugged him tight and waited for an answer.
“Promise me that you will never ignore me or avoid me again.”
Ryo nodded and began to nuzzle on his neck. He missed his Smell, his touches, he missed him simply so much. His hands were under his shirt and stroke his masculine abs. He continued kissing and nuzzling his neck with the hope that it will never end.
-End-
A/N: Is it me or ended my fics always that someone cried with a followed happy end? xD