When You Find Your Way Home

Feb 24, 2011 03:09

Title: When You Find Your Way Home
Author: me
Pairing: Ohmiya
Rating: PG-15
Genre: fluff, romance
Summary: Finally,, Nino found his way home (I make Nino poor here,, gomen =9)
Disc.: they own each other and I own the fic, this is my first fanfic publish,, I'm really sory about my bad English. ><... coment always love XD

It will feel warm,, when you find your way home....
your heart would say...
Finally,, finally,, I found you,,

Nino has a problem. He has. Everbody in this world has their problem. But, this problem annoyed him so much. He is a perfect person. He should never has this feeling. Childish feeling. Love is harassed. He never suppose, he would feel this,,, Love,,

"What's the matter?" Aiba ask him, when he see Nino scowled.
"Nothing". Nino sit in the cough and open his DS to play the game. They just finish shooting their new PV. Sho read his newspaper like usual, Jun read the magazine like usual, and Riidaa playing with his handphone like usual too,, but Nino can take his eyes from Riidaa. He feel so stress. He never like this before. He always thought Riidaa is his best friend. Since they had debut, Nino believe riidaa will be his best friend forever, until that day... that damn day.. Nino can't concentrate his game again. He closed the DS

Nino is a perfectionist person. No many people realized that. He look not care, brat, and talking too much. But inside his heart, he is perfectionist. He had hard live since he childhood. His father abandon his mother when he was 5. His mother work hard to support their life. Fortunately, he can join Jhonny's and Arashi. So his mother can lessen her work.

Nino always believe, there is no Love in this world. Love is illusion. It is bulshit. No love in his parent's marriage, No love in his father eyes, He even didn't believe his mother love him, cause she leave him alone in this world when he graduated his High School. So, he believe he can live alone, just himself, nobody else. With his popularity now, he can do anything he want. He rich now, every girl in this country admired him. His life is perfect. He thougth that,, but....
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Two weeks ago
"Nee,, Riidaa, would you come dinner with me, tonight?", Nino ask Ohno in their green room. He just at a glance, no need the answer, cause the answer usually No..
Ohno stared Nino,, raise his face from his handphone, and say  "Ok, what time?"
Nino startled, never hope this answer
"Why you sudden accept my invitation?"
"Cause I want to" Ohno give his smile, Nino feel his heart beat once. He never dinner with somebody else, as long as he life, except his mother. He always reject the dinner invitation from his fellow worker or from the girls who admired him
"So, what time?" Ohno ask again
"Eee,,, ano,, how about 8 pm? after we shooting?" Nino not sure with his answer
"Ok" Ohno just give him little smile..
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In restorant

"Nee,, Riidaa,, why you sudden want to dinner with me" Nino ask him again, hope the right answer
"cause I want to."
"Why you want to? you always reject all my invitation during this 11 years. Even though we are friend"
Ohno stare at him..
"Because I think, you have to finish your loneliness now"
"My loneliness? I'm not lonely. why you think I'm alone? I have my good job, have my best friend. That's enough for me"
"No. You didn't enough"
"I didnt?"
"You need somebody who love you, who make you feel warm, feel happy, feel complete in your life"
"I didn't believe love you know" Nino accent his word
"I know that, But love is there, when you believe it, when you try to feel it. You always reject all love surroundings you"

"Hmf,, please riidaa. What the Hell? you try to lecture me? about love?" Nino giggle
"I'm not to, I just want to confess my love" Ohno said sadly. He know this is will be useless to talk about his love to Nino. But, he can't restrain his feeling again. He have to talk to Nino.
"WHAT??? You love me??" Nino feel very surprised about Ohno's confession
"Yeah. But, it doesn't matter if you didn't feel the same. I will be Ok. I just want you not feel alone again" Ohno say
"am I looked feel alone?" Nino feel angry. He always happy. Always looked happy instead
"Yeah. you always laugh, but your eyes looked sad" Ohno said that word in flat tone. But, that words make Nino distasteful.

"You... you said I'm sad?"
"Nee, Nino. Do you  have been feeling, when you come home, you will feel silence, empty, there's no one greet you, giving the smile, wipe your tears when you feel heart, give the embrace when you sad?"
Nino silenced. He has no idea what have to say...
"Home is liked that" Ohno pointed
"Home?"
"Home is when you live there, you will feel loved, warm,..you will feel like world is so beautifull, sky is so blue, flower is fragrant, you would feel happy. Do you have been feeling that? do you have found your way home, Nino?"
"Home?" Nino repeat that word again. silenced

"Un.,, But, If you didn't have feel that and you want to, I can give that  for you. I can give home for you. Because I love you. So much" Ohno smile.  Caresses Nino's face, kiss his cheek And then he leave Nino alone to think about all he said..

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And now he is in this green room. Stare at his Riidaa..

Do you have found your way home Nino?

The answer is No. cause Nino never feel loved in his home

If you didn't have feel that and you want to, I can give that  for you. I can give  home for you. Because I love you. So much

The problem is, did He love Ohno too? But, when he remembered, Ohno is the one and only person who always be there when he sick, when he got trouble, when he angry with something,, every moment, every single day he cry, Ohno always beside him..

He gaze at his riidaa once again. Suddenly, he feel warm in his heart, he feel happy just looked at him. He feel heartbeat. He feel love...

He want to,,, he want found his way home,.....He want feel warm in Ohno embrace, He want feel love in Ohno's kiss, He want feel happy just laugh with him,.,, Nino want it so much now

After shooting, he pulled Ohno's hand... Ohno stare at him. his eyebrow raise
"Nee,, Riidaa,, did there still a place to me? In your home? Cause I think I have found my way home now" Nino smile at him.. stroke his hand.
Ohno hug him tightly now.
"There is always a place to you,, In my home,, in my heart.. always" Ohno caresses Nino's face. Give a soft kiss in his lip
"I love You.. always love You"..

Nino blushing. He feel his cheek gonna be red. He never feel happy like this. All of his life. But now he know, he will feel happy forever with Ohno beside him...

END

#Sorry, If  my English bad..hehe.. because English is not my first language, coment and critic always love XD#

romance, ohmiya, pg-15, fluff

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