Well, on Tuesday I got my CPAP machine. Now I get to sound like Darth Vader all on my own. I can't really tell yet if it's helping, but I know it's supposed to. If nothing else, it'll keep me alive through the nights ( Read more... )

Sometimes I go to the Bad place. It's where I'm five years old, and there's someone there doing bad things to me. I don't like that place much. Sometimes, ordinary things trigger a trip to the bad place. Could be something as innocent as the buzz from a 9volt battery, or the crackle of static electricty. Or as crude as oral sex. Lots of things take ( Read more... )

The True You
You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where.With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.You are ( Read more... )

... well maybe, just a little. Though I don't agree that I could take it or leave it. I treasure what I have right now and would very much like to keep treasuring it until I'm old and withered.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're ( Read more... )

Cain
You scored 60% Pride, 70% Envy, 37% Ambition, and 57% Deceitfulness! You are Cain, the world’s first murderer and one of the Bible’s first ( Read more... )

I have the most bizarre dreams...

The Barbie DollI’m looking for an apartment. There’s a subdivision that has garden style apartments and single-family homes. I look and fall in love with one. The apartments are on a hill, where they’ve been sunken into the hill instead of the hill being graded away for them. My apartment is on the second floor, ( Read more... )

You Were Actually Born Under:
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Well, I got the mail today. I can stop sitting on pins and needles. Naturally, they denied me. Now comes the big issue of whether to get a lawyer, or to try to get a job. In the end, a job would do me better - then I'd have my own insurance and real money. However, then I'd have to get up early, fight with the trails, work even though I felt half ( Read more... )

I was useful today! Yay! *does a little jig* My love was busily working away on his father's computer, installing a new drive and shuffling programs around the drives. This isn't something he's ever done before, but I assured him it wasn't too hard. It's funny, I always say, 'I know next to nothing about computers.' I've come to realize that that ( Read more... )

In my head, I’m not married, but engaged to my love. In my head, I’m healthy. In my head my life is sorted out, with a rosy end in sight. My love will glide through immigration with ease, or I will, and one of us will move to the other and our lives will start fresh, together. We will be happy. Things will work out. We will have a couple of kids ( Read more... )