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[satur9chyld]

It is unnatural for someone my age to be this fuckin' tired of it? It occurred to me yesterday that I haven't had a real laugh in so long, I can't recall how it feels to be happy. Joyous. Ecstatic. Whatever. To grin despite myself. Smiling is beginning to hurt because it takes so much effort, and I'm too tired, too weary to even want to smile

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[sailortennissex]

Marian!! Will you be in Arlington any time soon?! I'm sure the Arlington atmosphere will make you feel better :) Actually, maybe not, Arlington is pretty sucky sometimes. Let me know if you'll be around!