This summer


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my mom has bought me alcohol for the night. suppose she wants me to celebrate my brithday with a bang.

its been a good day so far, and the night is still young.

I could see myself with this guy for a while, I think thats why I will never pursue anything more then friends with him ( Read more... )

I 've felt so good about things the last two days ( Read more... )

I just want someone to tell me everything is going to be ok.
I'm improving in many ways, Im excited that I've stopped a disgusting habit. 
I really need help with math, I am not doing so hot. 
 Happy Monday the 19th.

I can't sleep ever. my mind is constantly wondering, constantly thinking, and constantly worrying. 

I'm excited for tonight, I have a feeling its going to be good.
It's been nice having the house to myself, except I don't remember when my parents said they were coming back
oh well its just another day.

How's hope feeling today
Tired and sick of this place
Red wine is fast
At the lip of your glass
Saying I'm going to ruin
Everything
Everything
So its better my sweet
That we hover like bees
'Cause there's no sure footing
No love, I believe

I wish I could be a writer, thats something I would really love to do as a career... too bad you don't make much money.

I am ready for school to be over with.

I thought i could end it on my own. little did i know, its not so easy to end. 
it went away for a while, but krept back into my life.

little do i know. i enjoy it.