Awww you don't ruin everything! If you did, you wouldn't have so many people that care about you :)
I understand what you mean about bi-polars. I've read some really disturbing stories about bi-polar behavior, but keep in mind that those are just the things you hear about. I knew this bi-polar girl at school who wasn't really evil. She was just sensitive. She would be so happy one minute and the next she would be crying uncontrollably. She was a really sweet girl, though! The nicest cheerleader I ever knew, really. I'm sure you aren't at all evil!
Um...hi... I just surfed in, we have mutual friends but I don't think we know eachother.. anyway.. If you have done your best and put your heart into the things you have done, then you have not ruined anything, but created a work of beauty and love, which those who know you and understand your heart appreciate with you.
Not a problem. Gomen nasai for this and the mutral friends thing, I haven't checked that thing lately...^_^* Welcome and thank you. I'm trying to be a loving person. That's who I want to mostly be.
We are who we are. I am not perfect but, like you, I can only strive to be the best person I can, and hope that is enough. Fortunately, friends don't expect us to be the perfect friend. The expect us to do our best, even if that is not perfection. *adds you as a friend in lj*
PTSD isn't really what you have, not in the normal sence anyway. You just have three things that trigger really bad emotional outbursts. Most people who have been abused have some kind of triggers.
Once again, you DIDN'T ruin anything. You worried the SHIT out of me when you hung up and left me thinking you would be killed or raped or lost forever but you didn't ruin the rest of the day. Phil just felt really bad because we were watching a stand up comedy thing and he said something really funny and he laughed while I was trying to calm you down. It was amusing after the fact. But never NEVER scare me like that again! Call me if you are in trouble but DON'T hang up, specialy if there is some creepy ass guy following you around holy crap!!!
*glomps* I heart you, and I always care so never think no one does. See you soon!
And also, you are capable of being bi-polar but I really don't think that is what it is. I'm pritty sure of it. I think I have enough experience with bi-polar people to know >>;. You have triggers, bi-polar people have the highs and lows without triggers all the time.
You don't get the manic energy that you should if you were manic-depressive. You also arn't as fucken crazy or violent as most of the bi-polar people I have known get on occasion. (MD is the other name for bi-polar, one of them is outdated, I forget which).
"Karen Richards, our Guide to Chronic Fatigue and Fibromyalgia reports that a study published in the June 2006 issue of the Journal of Advanced Nursing found that listening to music daily reduced chronic pain, made people feel more in control of their pain, reduced depression, and made people feel less disabled by their condition."
Thought you would like to see that. I know you love music. ^^
There's no ruination here that I can see. Things may have been rough for a night, but I'm sure that future dates will go better. This one will be forgotten as more pleasant memories are built to replace it
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I understand what you mean about bi-polars. I've read some really disturbing stories about bi-polar behavior, but keep in mind that those are just the things you hear about. I knew this bi-polar girl at school who wasn't really evil. She was just sensitive. She would be so happy one minute and the next she would be crying uncontrollably. She was a really sweet girl, though! The nicest cheerleader I ever knew, really. I'm sure you aren't at all evil!
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If you have done your best and put your heart into the things you have done, then you have not ruined anything, but created a work of beauty and love, which those who know you and understand your heart appreciate with you.
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PTSD isn't really what you have, not in the normal sence anyway. You just have three things that trigger really bad emotional outbursts. Most people who have been abused have some kind of triggers.
Once again, you DIDN'T ruin anything. You worried the SHIT out of me when you hung up and left me thinking you would be killed or raped or lost forever but you didn't ruin the rest of the day. Phil just felt really bad because we were watching a stand up comedy thing and he said something really funny and he laughed while I was trying to calm you down. It was amusing after the fact. But never NEVER scare me like that again! Call me if you are in trouble but DON'T hang up, specialy if there is some creepy ass guy following you around holy crap!!!
*glomps* I heart you, and I always care so never think no one does. See you soon!
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You don't get the manic energy that you should if you were manic-depressive. You also arn't as fucken crazy or violent as most of the bi-polar people I have known get on occasion. (MD is the other name for bi-polar, one of them is outdated, I forget which).
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"Karen Richards, our Guide to Chronic Fatigue and Fibromyalgia reports that a study published in the June 2006 issue of the Journal of Advanced Nursing found that listening to music daily reduced chronic pain, made people feel more in control of their pain, reduced depression, and made people feel less disabled by their condition."
Thought you would like to see that. I know you love music. ^^
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Kimiko,
Gomen nasai for hanging up on you. I was scaried and I have no clue what I was thinking.
And Thank you Rail, I'll keep that in mind. ^_^
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I had a great time at everything else, I just got upset after a bit and...yeah...
Thank you. *hugs* Everyone. I'll try harder. I do feel much better now..
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