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~Earth
Why does he always leave me here to cry my eyes out?
Why doesn't he care?
Why DOESN'T he care?
I knew the answer...I knew it...
yet I hoped...
and prayed...
for a different one...
what did I get?
nothing...
Just crying...
and sorrow...
and used...
He always leaves me to cry...alone...
and I will always hate him for that...
it's not like he's crying...
it's not like he's sad...
just obsessed about another object...
why do you always leave me like this...
why?
I knew you wouldn't care...
I knew it..
and you couldn't tell me personally...
after I ASKED you...
so many times...
Some hero you are...
Some boyfriend you are...
it's not that you've done anything wrong...
other than leave me crying...
and you don't care...
you truly don't care...
maybe with me gone...
you'll find better...
you can always find better...
always...
That's how it is...
so people can always be happy...
if they work enough...
but you don't know that...
you don't care...
you don't feel the same...
I feel you never did...
maybe I forced you...
maybe you gave in...
I don't know...
All I know is that you left me in the rain...
crying over you...
as you stayed in the house...
sleeping...
without a care for me...
all the more reason to leave you...
Maybe I'll replace you now...
like you will me...
maybe all men are like this...
Just leave you in the rain...
in the dark...
I'm always in the cold, the dark, and the rain and no one hears me cry...no one cares...
when all I want is for someone to care...
it's not you when you can't even tell...
when you can't even take action...
you truely don't care at all...
you never will...
So I have nothing to loose now...
no reason to return...
It not like you'll be waiting...
or even remember what it was like with me...
I was going to return to you...
I was doing this for you...
for me...
but now...
today...
you just proved to me...
that you are nothing...
you are not there for me
in the rain...
in the dark...
you just go to sleep like nothing is wrong...
and like I'm at home sleeping like nothing is wrong...
but you're wrong...
you're so wrong...
and I'm going to prove that to you...
I'll prove to you how wrong you are...
because I'm not coming back to you...
unless you ask...
and I know you won't...
I know you don't care...
and I know....
this is the end of us...
because of you...
and my love...
and my head...
that neither exist in this world...
~Ja ne...