Your friends still care and worry about you. Regardless of what is lost or gained we believe in you. You still have our hearts and hopes with you and you always will.
Some times it isn't enough. and sadly this is my fault...no one can prevent or do this other than me. It is my fault and now I have to suffer for it. Like everything, I do something wrong without knowing it and the worse happens and like another said. I maybe in an oasis with my friends but I'm just throwing them into the fire in order to be in the oasis. I hate my self for doing this and I hate myself even more because I didn't know I was doing this.
So I'm sorry, it would be best that I don't speack to anyone about things anymore. It only throws them into the fire and I'm sure you noticed this keeps happening over and over again.
No, you are not allowed to drop dead on me Firefly! If you are around; message me on YIM if you can or call me as the line is open for you no matter what time it is.
Just remember dear, I am here for you and I will ask the Goddess to help you out. Remember, charity fills the present so whatever bad has happened will have something good come of it. ^_^
As to that guy, I would never consider that had I just met the person online. You would be the only one I would do that for and that is because I've known you for so long.
As you mentioned to me earlier, you're in the process of finding out if the car can be replaced or repaired. Give it some time to see what the result is, then move forward as best you can.
Perhaps your car will be like Ben's never-say-die Festiva, churning along despite all obstacles in its way. ^^
Car != everything. You still have something very important - the people in your life. Let that carry you through.
but the people in my life are gone, all of them and what's worse is that they probably don't feel about me the way I do them, which is fine if this is true but in the long run, I have nothing and that hurts me even more...maybe my car will come back but right now it's dead. I'm going to get a battery for it tomorrow and hope that it will come back that way.
What can one do when one is at home with friends instead of family?
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So I'm sorry, it would be best that I don't speack to anyone about things anymore. It only throws them into the fire and I'm sure you noticed this keeps happening over and over again.
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Just remember dear, I am here for you and I will ask the Goddess to help you out. Remember, charity fills the present so whatever bad has happened will have something good come of it. ^_^
As to that guy, I would never consider that had I just met the person online. You would be the only one I would do that for and that is because I've known you for so long.
Remember, I am here for you Firefly.
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As you mentioned to me earlier, you're in the process of finding out if the car can be replaced or repaired. Give it some time to see what the result is, then move forward as best you can.
Perhaps your car will be like Ben's never-say-die Festiva, churning along despite all obstacles in its way. ^^
Car != everything. You still have something very important - the people in your life. Let that carry you through.
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What can one do when one is at home with friends instead of family?
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Check my journal for a new post tonight.
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