Fly away...

[saturn_firefly]

It seems some how that I have lost all friendships I ever had. I have a few but sway on a thin line

Comments

[wolfgoldeyes]

Go for your dream girl! If being a Flight Attendant will make you happy, than do so. The training is VERY rigorous but will be worth it if you get a good place. You can also visit Minnesota as often as you want. ^_^

You haven't lost any of your friends. Never dating again though? Heartbreak may hurt but time and faith will heal it and you will find the right person for you in this lifetime. That is basically what will make me happy is whatever will make you happy.

[saturn_firefly]

Thank you for your support. It just hurts too much. I'd rather not suffer again...I'm too different and clingy anyway.

[kimiko_xp]

I think that you really have less problems here than you think... people here still love you and miss you and of course you still have friends! I care about you bunches. I don't think the mind set of 'never again' is ever good either. It blocks off lots of good things along with the bad.

I'm glad that you seem so motivated for this job, and that you have a back up plan. I'm sad that you won't be living in Ohio (maybe) but at least you'll be able to visit sometimes. You can visit me in Japan too and it'll be fun.

If you do come to Ohio for the weekends in August then you should stay with me if you have cat meds. I'd love to have you ^^

[saturn_firefly]

Thanks, I hope one day I can return to Ohio but the way things are going, I just keep getting further away.

I want to remember the good things and just throw out the bad ones and just not go for it anymore.

I will be in Ohio in August too. ^_^

[wisp001]

I certainly don't believe our friendship is on a thin line! I know we can't communicate a whole lot because of our different schedules and being so far away from each other, but that doesn't affect the love in our friendship at all! The line we stand on stretches from one horizon to the other, as far as I'm concerned

[saturn_firefly]

Wow...

Well if an opening appears in Columbus (Has to be a station = Same plane leaves then returns back to that airport is a station) Then I can move back to Ohio with out any worries. But at the point right now, it would look like Chicago I would have to stay for a while till then.

As for dating...
If the chance came up, I'd take it.
But it's a part of me that has standards...
I am not happy with this choice at all but I am too different to really be loved by anyone without them getting hurt some how. Even my history and family put a huge toll on my ex. I can't push someone else into the fire. I seemed to be clingy too and most hate that but I love hugs and everything! I don't want to loose that so if this person does love me than they have to take more than 5 hugs a day! That and I seemed to depend on that person heart and soul...which can drain normal mortals...

*sigh* I just don't know...

*hugs*

[wisp001]

Of course, I should plug Detroit Metro as another (selfish) possibility

[saturn_firefly]

Thank you so much for the kind words

[french_maid_bob]

Awwwww I still heart you like a whole bunches and I am sad that you are under the impression that you should never date again. I am also super glad that you are so psyched for this whole flight attendant business. You deserve to work at a job that you are excited about, also it sounds like you will gets good monies and perks. Also if you decide not to date again you could always purchase a hot sex slave from honduras (with all of your extra money) and thus all of your needs will be fulfilled. But you should still come visit me so that we can hang out and do all sorts of fun things. ::super hugs::

[saturn_firefly]

I miss you so much! I don't get to hear from you often! I'm glad I can still talk and see you! Please stay in tough anyway you can. (even though LJ)

^_^ I do need to come visit. I hope I can do it in July or August. *hugs*

[flow_ichirou]

The new job sounds exciting. I do feel sorry for you for having to work 4 to 8. so far I'm only working 14 and a half hours on my longest days... 16 is a lot.
Good luck with things!

[saturn_firefly]

Thank you. You too!

14hours is a long time too! Please take care.