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[saturnic_tides]

My mother died at 7:14 this morning.

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[thru_it_all]

inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi rajioon. *hugs* i wish i could be there right now with you...but if you ever need anything, please e-mail me at evahuang@gmail.com. my thoughts & prayers are with you.

[saturnic_tides]

<3 Thank you so much, beautiful.

[red_book]

Please let me know of the details and the day(s) of the wake or what sort of ceremony will be taking place, you know my parents and I will be attending. I send my love to you and your family. And, again, your mother is finally at peace.

[saturnic_tides]

The viewing(s) are Thursday at Walter Johnson (on Raritan Rd).. I will list the times tomorrow (probably the usual 2-4, 7-9) and funeral @ 0945 at St. Agnes on Friday.

I love you. Thank you immensely.

[davev]

Please accept my sincere condolences for your loss.

[saturnic_tides]

They are accepted and treasured..

Thank you so much.

[private_emotion]

I'm really sorry Jen...I wish I could say something that would make you feel better, but I know that I can't and it pains me to be so helpless when I feel like I should be able to say something. All I can say is that I'm here for you if/when you need me. Your mom was in my prayers last night, as well was the rest of your family, and you will continue to remain there. Much love to you, and I know you're strong-willed and will pull through this.

[saturnic_tides]

Oh, Dana. I love you.. Thank you so much..

I haven't slept in 2 days. I watched her die this morning. I have so many different feelings towards this.. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm happy and relieved that she's finally free. But I'm lonely, and I miss her.. and I can't wrap my mind around the idea that I will never see her or hear her again. She will never see me get married. She will never be a grandmother. Etc, etc.. I have spent most of today looking through 40 years worth of pictures, and remembering how things were before they got so bad. It's such wonderful therapy.. it makes me so happy, I cry.

[private_emotion]

That's where I disagree with you...you haven't lost a mother, you've gained an angel...she'll see you get married and see her grandkids...just not in the conventional way. There's a reason the sun shone today instead of the thunderstorms we were supposed to have...she's letting you know she's happy and better off where she is now. Faith will give you the strength to get you through it.

I love you too!

[saturnic_tides]

Oh, I know.. and I believe that. It's just.... hard to understand that.. she just isn't there.

I just really miss my mommy. :(

[chrysippvs]

A rabbi was asked by a student, "What will the world to come look like?"

The rabbi paused.

The rabbi said, "It will look like the eyes of our mothers the day we were born."

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I can't wait to be with you tomorrow. You know my heart is with you and your family.

[saturnic_tides]

Thank you so much for doing this.. I can't wait to see you.