i actually have a car! all mine and noone elses. i'm already in the process of making it all sparkly and stuff inside. oh, and yesterday kate and i velcroed the homies to the dashboard. thank you jason who doesn't exist for the brilliant idea.

okat back to my pancakes

i'm just feeling so irritated lately. i guess stress has just been putting me on edge. i understand that i can't blame anyone else for my problems, and i can't expect anything but minimal caring. but, i wish that he would just fucking see that i'm hurting right now... and maybe i want him to be here with me. to hold my fucking hand when i'm upset. ( Read more... )

i feel like there is nothing holding me together. like all of that useful adhesive in my body dried up. and i don't want to ask for help. not again.

so, i just spoke to my uncle fred (since my uncle mike never bothers to call me back) and we're definately on for canada. we're leaving at the buttcrack of dawn on saturday and going to windsor. i'm not sure whether we're staying overnight or not, it just depends on how drunk we are and how much we want to spend on a hotel room. and i'm taking zack ( Read more... )

ahhh!!!! i am ridiculously bored right now. i've just spent the past hour playing tetris. now, i'm out of stuff to do and my hand is cramped up from being in the same position on the keyboard for so long. scott is halfway alseep on the couch next to me, so he is no fun. and i wish zack would call soon because i want to see him. thats all.

would everyone who is pissed off at me just come to me themselves. i don't have the time or patience to play games. if you have a problem, then come to me and not everyone else. otherwise, fuck you.

so, stefanie blew me of this morning, which really pisses me off. i mean, she bitches about never seeing me, so when i take the time to make plans she doesn't even show. she was supposed to be at my place by 11:00 this morning to go shopping with me, by noon i got fed up and went to my parents and picked up tia to drag her along. i had a terribly ( Read more... )

so, i'm at my parents. overall, everything has went pretty well so far. i felt kind of bad this morning because my dumb ass left tia's gift at my grandma's yesterday, so she didnt get to open it today. thats alright, she already knew what i bought her. so far everyone seems to like what i got for them, which is more important to me than them ( Read more... )

hi! i don't really have anything significant to say. scott mentioned something about my journal and i had the sudden urge to post. so, thats all.

bleh. i am ridiculously bored right now. luckily, i'm close to finishing school for the semester. i have 3 more finals and two more papers to do. thats all. so... yay! as for right now, i'm cold and waiting for zack to call. most interesting part of my day. okay, thats all.