Title: Sugar Pain
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: PG-13
Comment: No names mentioned. Fantasy-inclined. The beggining of something bigger. Short.
Word count: 266
Sugar Pain
It's like static, buzzing through my ears and making the sound of pounding blood
seem like a faint beat about to die out. It shrieks and burns, like sound isn't
supposed to burn - but it does. And at the same time, it's an image that I can't
delete from my retinas, where it itches the most, like I've been stabbed through
the iris and into my very brain. It's also a frozen fire licking up my arms,
enfolding me with delirium and scorching cold. The pads of my fingers, the
sensitive skin right beneath my ears and the back of my neck, they're being
lapped up by a silver flame. It smells like a thousand dead bodies pouring venom
from a lily, incinerating the inside of my nostrils and making me dizzy with its
sulfurating scent. But the worst part, it's the best part - the taste, it
tastes like a billion colors shooting fireworks on the sides of my tongue, it's
sweet, and it's painful, as it's bitter and pure bliss.
What you are to me, it's not coherent. It's a dance of spades, and I'm a
gentleman of sorts, dressed in shards of glass and bleeding through my skin. A
sky that's falling to feathers, all over me as the music melts into a macabre
funeral march, to then go back to a solidified sculpture of ice in a wedding
dress.
You, my prince, both in Heaven and Hell, will rule my earthly desire of wanting
to last forever, diminishing in your arms and withering away into time.
Pooling my five senses with your sixth.
Always.
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I have a weird style when it comes to writing and I'm blocked most of the time.
This drabble popped up in my head after looking at these pictures:
http://img155.imageshack.us/my.php?image=72ksdn6.jpg
http://img256.imageshack.us/my.php?image=67nkvq7.jpg
http://img133.imageshack.us/my.php?image=97gpja1.jpg And I can only imagine it to be Aoi talking to Uruha, or viceversa. Actually, in
my head, it's a letter, or maybe a real drabble slipped accidentally after a
live, with a soft touch... Maybe even softly whispered words after a sweet (rough?)
session of lovemaking (sex?).
I can't help to be shy, but I can't shut my mind away from the many stories that
want to come out. I'm having a hard time with it as it is, since I seem to be
unable to word my thoughts (isn't it awful when you can see something in your
head as clear as a movie and then when you want to pen it, it just blurs out or
simply disappears?).
'Sugar Pain' is the root of something bigger, something that wants to chew its
way out of my brain and into this world for everyone to love and despise.
I just need some encouragement, a little push, a slight nudge for it to pour out
like cosmic vomit.
Please, I beg you... Give me so.