Real Quick..

[satyrical]

So maybe this will be the first time in a long time that I myself actually admit something I have done in my own life on this journal thingy, but before I do.. let me tell you why. I have stumbled, slowly, upon a whole new subculture on the internet of people needing a place to expose themselves. I don't mean nudity or voyeurism (at least not the

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[anonymous]

I do that too...I think it's normal, whatever "normal" is. That's how shit like "The Crucible" happens.
Sal

[leah_roky]

you just described me several years ago. which is why i am so hell bent on hearing and telling the truth.
i was tired of being my lies and believing them. it started to hurt my friendship...so i stopped. not as easy as it sounds...and yet it was.

it's keeping up with it that's hard.

i heart you

-L

[anonymous]

hey Casers. . .Just catching up on reading these, I always love what you write. . .the whole thing on the post before this one, about the kicking and screaming, actually made me cry, yes cry me. . .you'd be surprised how much I cry now-a-days. But I had to "try my heart out" just a couple of months ago, it seemed like everything was going wrong in my relationship and I knew it wasn't going to end like that. So, I did everything in my power to keep it alive. Even when everyone was telling me to let go. . .but how much fighting does it take you just want to let go, when you know you shouldn't. . . that is what is really hard. . .sometimes it feels like stuff just doesn't want to go right Like the world is against you. But still you wonder are you doing the right thing by fighting. Or is love even real. . do you have to love and lose to to really know what love is. Are we suppose to be like penguins and search long and hard and go through a peraless journey to find "the one". Or do penguins have penguin mistresses. . . And if love