Angst.

[satyrical]

My god, what is this? Normally, I resort to the livejournal when I have something insightful or wonderful to say. Not tonight dear friends, not tonight. Tonight- I am angry. More angry than I have been in a very long time. The kicker is: I am not sure why. I am simply frustrated, and angry, and hot

Comments

[anonymous]

Unfortunately loving and hurting are so many times closely related. But hurting can be a gage of how much you have actually loved. Some people may disagree. People want to believe that if you truly love someone you will never hurt them. Not true. We are human. We make mistakes. It is how we choose to deal with them that changes us. If you can still allow yourself to love and be loved despite yours or someone else's mistakes... that is what changes you. If you have been hurt, it is the magnitude of that hurt that brings to light how much you loved someone to begin with. It also should bring to light how much you should fight for that love

cheesiness and brie

[anonymous]

Should I be cheesy and say that your arm floaties are you heart? Cause when you use your head (not just you, when anyone uses their head in these situations) that's when the shit hits the fan. Our heads are evil and our hearts are misleading. Alas, life is a strange, ironic joke that no one else seems to get. Note: alcohol doesn't help, just so you know. It makes things shittier...I know this is obvious to all but me, I'm a slow learner. Hang in there, man.
Sal Pal

[_avisitorhere]

Dear Casey -
As far as I am concerned, love and truth go hand in hand. They are both equally hard to reconcile within oneself - I know you are an amazing person. Of all of the people I know in this world, you are one of the few who I truly believe can make the best decision for themselves. I'm sorry you're suffering right now - but I hope that you know that ultimately, the most important thing you can do is be true to yourself (cliche, I know... and I'm a fellow English major).

As hard as it is... please know how amazing, wonderful, beautiful, spectacular, sensational, one-of-a-kind you are... and make your decision from there!

(What I'm saying is, in essence, make yourself happy. Everything else will fall into place.)

[anonymous]

You know, you let words distract you too much. You like the way things sound, and you manipulate with eloquence. The worst part is, you manipulate yourself into believing completely in all the validity of all the drama you've created

[satyrical]

With such accusations and claim to know who I truly seem to be, I would expect that at least you would have the courage to not post anonymously. Sometimes even the best of us have times where things just seem dark. Let me be dark, and let me travel again to the light. I would, expect, that should you actually know me and should invest a decent amount in my well-being, you wouldn't post accusatorily about the healthiness of my decisions. Bare your identity and then maybe you can say what you think you must.

[anonymous]

Was I wrong, Casey? Please answer me that before you take offense.

[satyrical]

In short- Yes.