I'm falling, I can feel it. Trust me when I say I'm fighting it, losing myself in school, work, friends. But when my thoughts linger, I hurt. I don't want to hurt! I don't deserve to hurt. But I do. I was good today, so good, I didn't get upset once. I had completely lost myself in work. It was awesome, Cinny Jo is awesome. We are going to do so ( Read more... )

Fuck.

Mike
*I Don't want to fall to pieces*

Hey, so I haven't updated in awhile and it feels like the right time to do so. I mean it's 3:26 in the morning..PERFECT TIME to update. Ok...where to begin ( Read more... )

I was having one of my late night car conversations with you, and as we laid there and talked. I realized I thought I knew exactly what I wanted from life. The direction I was going in, where my choices were taking me, what I need, feel, blah blah. Then I realized as I stared at the imaginary stars on my roof, that I, just like every other person, ( Read more... )

How can you feel like you've lost so much when you never had anything to begin with?

Boyfriend Application (As stolen off of Stef's Myspace, everyone fill it out ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun, I had a full day of fun, and spent 7 dollars that's it! I'm learning to live frugal! I met Greg at Mcdonalds for lunch *Mcdonalds paid for it :-) * then went back to my house where we watched an episode of buffy, part of wicked, and then I was attacked on my bed by Greg and his camera...I still say you only got sheet! so...ha ( Read more... )

I cried for the first time in months tonight. You were the first one I went to, but other things were more important. That's when it made me realize, you were one of the people I couldn't even turn to. What would you think if I told you? And who would you tell ( Read more... )

Dear one thought that is always lurking in the back of my mind ( Read more... )

Two songs that will be performed by Kelly Clarkson at my wedding ( Read more... )