I went and and saw Meet the Fockers. It was really funny. I wanted to see Phantom of the Oprah. But when Amanda's freind's got their tickets we went right after them and it was sold out. Then when we were in th movie we found out that there was open seats and we could have watched it. Oh well. I liked the movie we saw anyway.

I don't know what to do anymore. I can't deal with all this shit. Why does everything have to be so fucked up?

I look really pretty today, and I don't mean to sound conceeded. It's just that I don't feel pretty. I feel fake. And I don't want to. I want to wash off all this make up and not care about it for once. I'm so tired of Amanda making it such a big deal to look so pretty every day. I'm tired of it!

I just got a call from the director. They recast me.

I tried out for the winter play. I got the part of Janet in Merth and Myham. It's a fun part. Dress rehursals start this weekend for A Christmas Carol. I'm all excited. Opening night is the 19th at 7, I think. You should all come see my little part.

For the duet at the christmas concert we changed the song again. Now it's What child Is this? It'll ( Read more... )

I've had an intersting day. We're debating in my English class on wether or not the voting age should be lowered. It's really dumb. No shit kids shouldn't vote.

Anyway, I have no idea where Jacob is. He like fell off the face of the Earth. Oh well. No big loss. lol

In Geometry no one could get the homework except for a couple of us. I felt smart, ( Read more... )

well i had the lovely job of telling my sister my grandma died because everyone else so too upset to talk.

anyways, im really bored and amanda is making a huge mess, like always. her mom is gonna be pissed at us when she gets home cus she thinks we're lazy, but i cleaned amandas room today so she could have a friend over. yeah, i'm so lazy.

my grandma died yesturday. i was sleeping in the waiting room at the hospital when my aunt ran in crying "she stopped breathing" then my grandpa started saying he didn't tell her he loved her enough.

im super hungry but i dont feel like eating cus ive been so sick lately. i hate that when you start coughing enough to where ur gag reflex kicks in. oh so much fun.

anyway i have to make a comertial for school. itll be fun i guess.

CowGirlJess13: omg ur such a loser
CowGirlJess13: lol
JestKaz: like totally
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The best thing happened to me yesturday.  One of my friends, Jaret, asked me out!  I was walking down the hall with Venessa and Jaret after school.  Then all of a sudden he grabs my arm pulls me into a corner and kisses me! Then he asked me out.  I was so happy.  But, then he tried to finger, but whatever.  He's so cute.