I wasn't planning on coming online tonight ( Read more... )

every time i see anything linking to the past, it gives me the most awful sick feeling inside ( Read more... )

is trying to talk to me... about Warhammer.
For some reason he seems to be of the opinion that he can somehow spark an interest in these small plastic figures for me.
I think not.

I found this today.
Something I wrote yonks ago.
Seems quite fitting at the minute...

There’s a clamp around my heart again ( Read more... )

My moods are really inconsistent at the minute, which in itself is completely unlike me ( Read more... )

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my eyes are sore
i have work to do
i'm in a flamin SHIT mood
NOTHING is distracting me towards a better mood
not even the thought of andy being an ass kisser

LIFE

i don't know what i want anymore
it's the worst feeling because i don't want to hurt people
but if it doesn't go away, that might be exactly what i end up doing.
oh life. =[
help?

K thunx ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

is it time to ease it off a bit when all you can see is the negatives. the nagging little things. when all you end up doing is feeling like shit over these?
le sigh.